
"Lo ruined my day!"
Along the way, Ren only said the same sentence. It was undeniable that neither Sean nor Yeni were quite exasperated by it. Ren really didn't take them.
Yeni wanted to go home alone, but Sean offered to go home together. It was as if Ren was just a driver. Though clearly, it makes Ren must have more time wasted to drive his cousin in different directions with Sean's house.
Ren was just about to repeat the same sentence, Yeni first hit him on the head. Potent turns. The man was silent. The atmosphere in the car became quiet.
Sean was not in the mood to raise any chatter. He dissolves in silence. His eyes were not even shuffled from the window. Enjoy the rain stubs that make the atmosphere more cold piercing the skin.
Yeni who was sitting in the front seat from earlier noticed Sean from the car glass. Sean looks ... depressed?
Yeni wanted to get Sean to talk, but he was a little disinclined. From the beginning of the meeting, the two were indeed still awkward with each other. So, he felt it was better to let Sean dissolve in his daydream. He has no right to ask anything about Sean.
While Sean was still dissolved in daydreams, a subtle touch on his shoulders made the daydream crumble instantly. Sean looked next to him. The woman .. was there.
"Missing me, huh?"
Sean widened his eyes. What did that woman say? She misses him?
"Where is possible!"
"I'm right next to you, so don't miss me anymore" the woman chuckled as she tucked her hair behind her ear. Her cheeks were red, a sign that she was embarrassed.
Sean was holding himself back from yelling saying that the woman was not the object he had daydreamed of. He does not want to be considered crazy by Ren and Yeni. It was enough with his insanity the first time they met. But not this time.
"Yeni it .. I think you want."
Sean frowned with a confused look. Then turned his gaze towards Yeni who was probably sleeping. Then he looked back at the woman in white next to him. He raised his eyebrows, as if asking what the woman meant.
"You won't give Yeni a chance to get you again, will you?"
Sean is really confused right now. The woman snorted and then crossed her arms in front of her chest.
"I wouldn't let that happen. From the beginning you are mine," press the woman.
Sean shuddered in horror. Not just once did the woman declare ownership of him, but thousands of times maybe even in every minute that Sean had.
"I'm not an item!" sean's mind is upset.
"I won't give Yeni a chance. Even if he's .. my best friend."
There was a sad tone in the woman's last words. His gaze implied a disappointment that Sean had no idea what it was for. Why does that woman look sad?
Suddenly Sean's hand was grabbed by the woman. Sean was a little startled and wanted to jerk at him, but the woman was so tightly grasping at him.
The woman smiled at him. Trust me, that smile is terrible. More like a grin commonly used by ghosts on TV.
Oh yeah, Sean almost forgot that fact. The fact that the woman next to him is a ghost. Realizing that, Sean felt his body tremble. Though it was raining outside, but Sean felt the air around him become hot. Or maybe it's the effect of his body that will have a fever?
Sean's heart wanted to jump out as the woman's head leaned on his shoulder. It felt as heavy as a large stone on his shoulders. Sean can only stop. Hopefully the journey is not far away anymore.
"Sean ...," called the woman in a swirl.
Sean shuddered again. The woman who likes to change emotions sometimes make Sean numb all over his body. It's tight in place.
"If you're dying this time. You want to come with me?" ask the woman expectantly.
"meaning?" This time Sean voiced his thoughts and looked towards the woman.
"Go to a new world. We will live happily" said the woman so enthusiastically. Sean felt something was wrong.
"Sean?"
Sean daydreamed and turned his eyes forward. So surprised he saw a large truck speeding towards their car. He looked at the woman who was grinning at him.
"No!!! It's dinah!!!"
Bruk!!
"Aww!"
"Woi shucks! If you sleep, don't go! Compose?"
Ren's voice caught on Sean's sense of hearing. The man rubbed his temple which turned out to have just stumbled with the front seat.
Sean jerks. He watches the situation around him. Nothing happened to them. Both Ren and Yeni look fine. There was no truck in front of them. There was no glass or damage to the car. Everything's fine. The good news is, the woman .. wasn't there.
"Gue ... why?" sean asked the two humans in front of him.
"That's what we're supposed to ask, Sean. Lo why?" grunts Ren.
Dreamlike. So that was a dream. Sean realized it. He breathed a sigh of relief and leaned his body in the car seat. At first glance he saw a worried look on Yeni's face that was just silent.
"Why?" asked Ren with his face.
Sean shook his head slowly. He smiled and said he was okay.
"After you know Dinaya's name?"
Sean was shocked by Ren's words. He's got a name for Dinaya? As he remembered he only mentioned the woman's name once and it was when a truck was about to crash into the car they were in.
"Gue's? Ngigau's name is Dinaya?" sean asked in disbelief. "No way," said Sean.
There was a long breath of Ren. Sean was always like this. Denying facts that are clearly realized.
"Whoi, Sean!" call Ren with a serious face. Sean locked his gaze with Ren.
"Dinaya is dead. Forget him," Ren said with a concerned face.
Sean clenched his hands until his knuckles turned white. Is he that sad?
"He's never in my mind, Ren! Until anytime!" sean firmly with a hardened face held back in anger.
Sean turned his gaze out the window. It appeared to have arrived in front of his apartment.
Sean opened the car door. It doesn't matter if he's wet out there. He was quite annoyed when the name Dinaya. Because she hated him so much. Whether he was alive or dead, he always disturbed his life. Dinaya, that woman who made him almost feel a death. Fortunately, it was just a silly dream.
"Thanks for the ride" Sean said before his body was completely out of the car.
Ren just remembered something, he got out of the car with a big umbrella. Ren is not sure that Sean will return to his apartment first. Ren has been puffed up with Sean's habits.
"Sean!" calling Ren made the man look at him.
"What?" sean asked with a lazy face.
"Take an umbrella!"
Ren throws an umbrella at Sean. Luckily Sean caught it well. If not, his head is targeted.
"If you're not okay, don't go to that place again. Just take a break," Ren's advice looks worried about Sean's circumstances.
"Gue is not a child!" hiss Sean.
Ren sighed. "That's mine too. I know he might be sad if you keep gini."
"Know what you know about me? You alone can not even heal and .. forget!" Sean could not continue.
"Gue lo's best friend. Sure know! You can cure people who have problems with their souls. But you alone can not heal your pain. You should-"
"Gue knows better what I have to do," fierce Sean then turned his body and walked back. However, just a few steps later, Sean stopped and uttered a warning sentence, "never mention the woman's name again."
After Sean disappears into the apartment building, Ren returns to the car. He found a worried look on his cousin's face.
"Sean's gonna be okay?" ask Yeni.
Ren sighed heavily. "Lo sure he's okay?" ask Ren back.
Yeni sniffed her shoulders. He is not sure either. Sean sometimes likes to hide the problems he is facing. At least that's what Yeni observed when they were together.
"He told me not to mention Dinaya's name. He's not aware anyway? He's the one who used to call Dinaya?" pissed Ren. Yeni just smiled wryly.
Ren shifted his gaze forward. "What was that?"
Yeni looks a little surprised. "You mean?"
"Lo accidentally found Sean, right? You want to turn him back?" tanya Ren accused Yeni. The woman fell silent.
"Why? You shouldn't have done that," said Ren slowly.
"Why?" ask Yeni looks dislike.
"Because of Dinaya ...."
"About again? That girl is dead!" fierce Yeni pissed.
"Yen!" ren did not expect.
"Let's go home, Ren," said Yeni, severing their conversation. The woman leaned back her body and immediately closed her eyes. He was annoyed, whenever the name Dinaya was called.
Ren sighed softly. Why should all love stories be this complicated?
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