Forced to Release Him
Black Men
At 20:30
I was still sitting in my room while my roommates went back and forth to visit her other rooms.
Yes, that's the habit of boarding children if it's night there are no more nighttime activities.
Suddenly I remembered the black man who had pulled my hand so tightly that my hand.
I still imagined where she was shaking my hand as if nothing had happened and she casually told me about it with another friend.
Ahhh...why is he thinking?? his name alone I don't know anyway he's black not my type "murm me in the heart".
The next day at 07:30 as usual there is class, I look very enjoying this morning.
"woii cha" cried chitra my roommate
" happy is right this morning is not as usual" Chitra asked me
" ohh yaaa have to happydong the spirit of the morning lecture hahahaha" my laugh as if to make my friends wonder.why with me??
I'm different class with the black guy, I don't know whose name he is but I call him a black guy.
09.30 Again we have to wait for lecturers who have not been present in the class.
my eyes glanced at the lyrics will her class also be empty like yesterday?
ahhh...why am I this???
heyy cha, he's a black guy not your type come onhhhh don't think about him
"dasarr stupidh"!!!! yell at me
zie was shocked by my screams
heii cha why?? are u okay? tanya zie's
"iiiyaaaaa zie, Im okay.." I replied heartbroken while still paying attention to the black man's class.
11.30
zie, Chitra took me to the cafeteria.We sat three of us in the corner of the canteen. Maybe it's the most comfortable place because it's free to look in any direction.
"what's wrong?" ask chitra
I was still glancing from a distance the black man's class was still unaware of his question
"wooooooooooooiiiiii.." yelled zie and chitra.
"hahahahhaa...what is a gimaana how?? with an innocent face
"hadeh what the hell lu cha" no pasih ah what the hell in the next class? come onhh story asked zie while stirring her cold tea
" later, I will tell you if I know his name" I replied proudly and laughed hahhaahha...
22.35
I still couldn't fall asleep just because I didn't see the black man today
what's wrong with me? is this what I want with her?
basarrr woman, can not be held directly baper baper run out ahhahahha...
07.30
this morning there was nothing interesting to me. I was getting tired of my fantasies about the black man
"cha, here's a love letter from your secret admirer" she handed me a letter
"what the hell?a letter?still time ? muttered
I wasn't interested in the letter, and I slipped it in my binder book.I think I'd read it later, I just thought it was a fad....
20.15
my eyes tonight feel very sleepy in contrast to the days before.
I immediately remembered the letter that was given by the will last afternoon.
want to feel like getting out of bed but these eyes can no longer be invited to make friends.
met bobok friends and black man hehehe
