Forced Marriage (Secret Wife)
11

"What do you want to know?" hanz asked with a piercing look into Ara's retina.

"Everyone, who is he? What kind of relationship with him and where he is now." answered Ara seriously thoughoun actually now his janyangnya already ticking nervously.

Hanz was speechless with an angry mind at Ara who had taken the wound she was trying to hide deep inside. But he also did not have the heart and felt that what Ara did was right. After all, Ara is his wife and deserves to know his past.

"Sahara is a former wife-to-be.4 years ago we almost got married if only she had not had an accident on our wedding day and ended up dying." Ara gulped her saliva forcefully. She looked at the face of her husband who now exuded a look of light looking far into the past. Like reluctant to explain but still Hanz explained it.

"The accident occurred because of heavy rain that resulted in slippery and foggy roads. It was the beginning of everything every suffering comes to haunt us every time it rains Ara" Hanz said with a sad bow. The pain gnawed at his chest and the guilt came back to him. Well, all this time he always blamed himself for the departure of the Sahara. His inability to resist fate made him always hate himself because there was nothing he could do to save the Sahara at that time.

Ara was speechless with a million stings in her heart. Unimaginable by how Hanz had been suffering because of it, not imagined how it felt Hanz so far in the ghost of pain. And he had reopened the wound, he had reopened the thing that should have been buried in it. He was truly sorry for asking that question.

"Did you still love him?" even though he knew the answer to his question but still he asked that, still his mouth could not bear to ask. So stupid of him.

"There's no reason to not love him. His smile, his kindness, his gentleness, every thing in him always drugged the mas until trapped and fell in love with him. But..." Hanz stopped his words and then turned to look at him. And a few seconds later she could feel her husband's big palm already stroking greeting her face gently.

"After you are present in life, slowly everything about the Sahara fades from memory. I don't know why all the things in you make you momentarily forget it. Mas do not know why it feels so comfortable when with you until you continue to affect the mas until every second it is difficult to breathe when you are far from the mas. I don't know why it's like that and I'm almost crazy thinking about the answer. I don't know what's wrong with Ara. I'm afraid of losing you so I try to hide this from you, I'm afraid you're going away just because you know your past and the trauma you might not be able to heal. I'm afraid you can't accept this imperfect mas."

A tear dripping down Ara's face heard her husband's words. Suddenly a sense of happy name rose strongly accompanying something that flowed within his chest. Although it was not specific but Hanz's explanation made her sure that her husband also turned out to love her, because she also felt the same as Hanz's explanation. He also felt every feeling that Hanz described in his sentence earlier and even though he was not a person with experience in love but he knew it was like falling in love. Unfortunately her husband seemed unsure about declaring it love until he went around in circles with a complicated explanation of how stupid it was.

Cupp...

Whether she got the courage from where, Ara did not know until she dared to kiss her husband's lips to channel happiness in her heart. Hanz was silent with shocked eyes.

"Thank you, thank you for telling me this. I'm happy to be honest about my past and I want to say that my fear was wrong. Because all this time never terbesit in my heart to go from life mas unless mas asked me to go. And I, I can accept the past and I promise to help mas to get out of the confines of that painful feeling. I will be there and try to bring the mas out of that suffering. I promise."

Hanz looked at Ara with teary eyes. Let's say he is weak because only simple words Ara has made his heart moved amazingly to want to cry. He was happy because Ara was willing to accept his past and even promised for him, he did not expect that God was so good to him that he left a perfect soul mate like Ara for him who had so many shortcomings.

Without a second thought he immediately grabbed Ara in his arms and kissed the top of Ara's head many times with affection. He was grateful for the mistake that night because he finally felt today. And somehow he was also grateful because of the trauma, because the trauma was the beginning of him being able to meet an angel as beautiful as Ara until finally they were together. He did not expect the mistake he used to think the great disgrace became something that he was ultimately grateful for happening.

"Ara, I also promise to try to forget that for you. Mas will try to forget the Sahara, although mas can not promise that it will be fast. But mas sure that mas can with the help of you who continue to be on the side of the mas," said Hanz sure to make a smile on the face of Ara who was immersed in the chest field Hanz was rising.

"Thank you, I love you."

Deggs...

The confession this time no less excited to make Hanz's heart rippled cheerfully and eager to make him jump up and down to the joy of hearing it. But did his ears really not hear wrong?

"Ara, I was like a dream again. Did you hear you say love?" hanz said unconvinced as he took off his embrace and looked at his wife's confused face.

"Mas not a dream, I do love mas," said Ara who made Hanz seconds was also smiling broadly blissfully then lunged at Ara's lips with her lips quickly without thinking long. It was true that something in him responded with such pleasure to the statement that Ara said and he could not help but channel that feeling to his girl.

"Eumpph..." Ara banged on Hanz's endless chest****** her lips were coarse and greedy for so long that she almost lost oxygen. Hanz took off his kiss and then wiped the remains of his saliva on Ara's lips with his soft thumb.

"Sorry baby, I'm too happy you said love is the same mas," Hanz regretted making Ara nod shyly with a red face. Hanz became anxious to see her and was eager to give Ara a deeper kiss. But there was one thing he had to make sure of again.

"So what now? Would you like to publish our marriage relationship with Mas?" asked Hanz expectantly. But the question managed to make Ara speechless.

"I'm sorry, I-I'm not ready yet" Ara replied guiltily then lowered her head in fear. Afraid Hanz was disappointed in him, but the fact is he had made Hanz disappointed.

"Why again?"

"I'm not ready to face my family yet. I.., I'm ashamed because our marriage happened because of something embarrassing in the eyes of the public," I Ara made Hanz speechless.

"I still can't, I'm sorry. I don't want to change their views on me now and I don't want to be disappointed by the family who are already very good with me. Give me time yes mas, pleasee..," please Ara. Hanz breathed a sigh.

However, he could not impose his will on Ara. He knew that Ara must have had to worry about herself in his heart even though he felt that Ara was just a waste of time and energy worrying about the pointless thing, which was useless, because he knows clearly what his family is like.

"Well, I won't force you. But you also need your certainty, until when this marriage will be covered. I don't want to wait too long" Hanz said, making Ara seem to think.

"Maybe until I graduate school. After that I promised that I would not refuse again," Ara said reassuringly, but Hanz seemed to be surprised even by his words.

"It was Ara for a long time? You're still 1 year in a few months to graduate. Do you want in that period of time the family of mas maksa mas wedlock continue to mate mas with others? Do you know if the age of the mas is 27 years and all this time the mas family always insist mas for marriage? And again.., mas also not sure in that time can be berahan themselves with you," said Hanz who swallowed in the last sentence. Ara frowned in surprise, not understanding the meaning and direction of Hanz's last words.

"Mas has always been nolak mas. Just a year ago, soon we also had a class exam. Not for another year. And the problem of self-restraint, I'm sure you can refrain from telling this to anyone," said Ara who even made Hanz curse in the heart. Ara did not understand the intention of holding back that she mentioned earlier, not holding back from her mouth, but holding back her desire. Because of how lately Ara's body has been shadowing in his brain, he has almost crazy it feels because he can only look at Ara without being able to do more than the fantasy he hopes. He's not sure he's capable. At this time he was very passionate about being close to Ara when the girl did nothing to tease him. How did it survive that long?

"Well, I'll take care of you until you graduate. But there's a condition." Ara looked at Hanz questioningly, condition?

"What are the conditions?"

"You should layanin mas as a wife well," Hanz grinned happily with his thoughts. And this time, he won't budge.

"Well, I'll serve you well" said Ara with a fluffy smile on her tiny, teasing lips in Hanz's eyes.

But wait, it seems like something is wrong with Ara, Hanz even wondered why Ara could so easily agree to her request. Is this time Ara's plain brain running again? Does he not understand the meaning of Hanz's words that is true?

"How do you layanin mas well?" lure Hanz to test his thinking. And sure enough, this time Ara's face looked stiff and did not know what to say. Her lips were silent and it seemed that her beautiful brain was not functioning properly and kept making her think what she should do by serving her well.

"Well, how do I serve you well? If I help you with clothes, shoes, ties if you want to work later others suspect that they look. If I help spoons breakfast mas later even more suspicious again. If I wait for you to come home from work continue to help bring a bag of mas will also make them wonder. How do I layanin mas well?" asked Ara who was confused while expressing the consequences of serving well that was in her innocent brain.

Hanz exhaled inexhaustibly with Ara's way of thinking that passed innocently. Sometimes he will be anxious himself with the behavior and plain thoughts of Ara, but sometimes he will be upset himself if he is very serious as it is today.

"You don't have to do that to be a good wife layanin mas. You are quite layanin mas biologically alone," said Hanz relaxed but managed to make Ara turn surprised along with a sense of nervousness that approached. This time he understood.

Before he came here his mother gave a lot of advice to him to act as a good wife and according to the words of the husband. Her mother also gave many lessons about various things that are good to please her husband including by helping him in completing his biological needs. If the husband asks for his right then he cannot refuse if he is not in the way. But isn't that bilogical need sex? Didn't Hanz ever say that there would be no sex between them?

"But mas, used to say there was no sex," said Ara slowly with a face down scared.

"That was before we decided to seriously Ara, aren't we now going to seriously live this household hmm?" Ara nodded quickly. It's serious, no joke. But does it have to be like that if it's serious? Can't he refuse?

"I-I can't refuse ma.."

"No," said Hanz quickly cutting Ara's speech. He won't lose this time.

"But...., how about getting pregnant? I still want to go to school" said Ara innocently making Hanz smile knotty feel he won. Ara's words were like some kind of agreement to her.

"Mas will use safety, won't get pregnant." Ara looked at Hanz in horror, imagining it making her heart pump strong, her chest rippling strangely and the heat felt so real surrounding her face. She recalled the last time they kissed so hot in her room. He is still wrapped in a towel and Hanz who instead took the opportunity to continue attacking him with a demanding kiss that finally made him crumpled.

"But if my family knows how?"

"Dear baby, not much but again yeah. Leave everything the same mas, we must be safe and will not be found out. You have to agree, right?" Ara also had no reason to refuse, her mother's words ringing in the brain about her can not disappoint the husband because it is sin. He finally breathed a sigh of resignation, then he nodded slowly making a happy smile on Hanz's face.

With one strong pull Hanz had banged Ara's head on the chest of his field then peppered back his head many times.

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