FORBIDDEN MARRIAGE
Chapter 1 I have to go

" Dad, I'm sorry Dinda. Dinda has to go"

"Dinda has to go find Dinda's happiness. I told you that Dinda doesn't always have to depend on mom and dad. I also said that Dinda must be able to live independently".

" Maybe it's time. Dinda sure, Dinda certainly can. doain Dinda yes father, mother. Let Dinda be as independent as mother says". He said those words while crying.

The girl was still faithfully sitting next to the graves of her father and mother. Yes, she is Dinda Lestari. Nineteen-year-old girl, who abandoned her parents. The departure of his father was enough to make him desperate. And now, he had to give up his mother again.

Is this what is called fair?.

Many people say God is fair, but it is like this. When people my age need parental love to shape the future, why should I experience something like this?.

that's how we are.

Sometimes we cannot accept reality.

Dinda is like that too, he is not willing if the two people who are very dear to him go and do not go home again.

But believe that the almighty never gives a trial beyond the ability of his servant. He has planned the best for us.

" Ah, what am I thinking?. Maybe God had a good plan for me after this ordeal. It's not possible anymore but there must be"

The girl came back crying.

bending his knees he held his mother's headstone

" I'm sorry Dinda. Not fully willing to accept this reality. Forgive Dinda mom. Forgive Dinda dad".

Dusk already showed a golden color. His beauty is waiting for everyone to enjoy it and like delivering the departure of the sun.

Different from this girl. Although he had been in this place for a very long time, he still wanted to sit and linger there for a long time.

Maybe because today is the last day he's here. He doesn't know when he can come here. Maybe next year, two years?. I don't know, only God knows.

" Dad, mom. Dinda's leaving tomorrow. Dinda's going to town. Dinda's gonna find a job there. To survive and live happily. Father and mother do not forget to doain Dinda well. so that Dinda can get a good job and can get a lot of money. If you already have a lot of money, Dinda can often come to visit father and mother".

"Dinda promised, Dinda would come here often. Dinda would miss the same mom every day. Mother and father must be kangen too, same Dinda?. So you'll be here a lot, let's miss us being treated".

Mom, dad. I actually can't accept this fact. I'm sorry I haven't let you go. I'm sorry I haven't let you go quietly. Maybe I need some time to learn to accept this fact. Perhaps, with me going and away from you I will learn and be able to let you go quietly. Inwardly

He was the only child of that family. He spoiled? It can be said like that because he is an only child, he is treated spoiled by father and mother. And now he has to start learning to live independently.

Is not everyone obliged to live independently?. Because one day we will experience the same thing with Dinda. Where we no longer have a place to depend.

It's getting dark.

And he was like he was leaving that place.

" Dad, mom. I went home first. Later if Dinda has time dinda will be here again".

He left the place after he said goodbye to his father and mother. He must quickly go home, prepare everything related to the day of his departure tomorrow. He's going into town and trying to pit his fate against the harshness of his city life.

May you find your happiness Dinda.