FINALE
Chapter 16

After parking the car in the yard I invited them to come in.

Crazy house is very good, your parents like very rich de Nay.

I who heard Rena's words just laughed. I admit their house is big and nice. Even my former home is nothing compared to this house.

Ah ayok just come in.

Family room...

My assalamualaikum, pi.

Uh walaikumsalam darling. You're already home. My mom said while looking at me and my best friend

They must be your best friends. Come here sit down, do not be shy to consider it your own home.

Ehh yes thanks aunt. Said bg Tomo awkwardly.

Call mami aja, kayak Naya. That's my husband you call me papi. The word mami introduces papi who is only answered by a smile.

We started talking, talking about a lot of things, the atmosphere that was initially awkward now felt warm. A conversation punctuated by laughter.

Assalamualaikum says. We looked towards the voice. Waalaikumsalam answered us.

Oh, palng son. Here's the acquaintance of Naya's friends.

Kanalin bang Naya's friend. This is Nela, Rena, bang Tomo and bang Ikbal. I said introduce my best friend.

Oh, he knows ya. I'm Furqan. Yes I have been to the room first yes, want to clean up, you guys continue to chat. pamit bang Furqan.

Before going to the room bang Furqan took the time to stroke my head. I just smiled to see it..

We continued the conversation that had been delayed until I suddenly realized something.

Deggs...

No. gabe.. No

This can't happen.. Inner me worries.

Why do you love to panic. Ask the mother who saw me

Hmm no mi. Reply as they are.

Hmm Naya we think we have to say goodbye first. Afraid sought. Said another Nala.

Oh yeah, you guys be careful on the road. Say hello to nyokap bokap yes.

Ja.  Mi, pi we say yes, Assalamualaikum. Pamit them

Waalaikumsalam, you guys take care, do not forget to play here often. Mami said

Yes mi. Answer them compact.

Hmmm Naya also wants permission to the pharmacy first yes.

Loh you why? You sick? Mom panicked

No mi, Naya just want to buy something doang really. Yes, I have to make sure.

Yes, have you asked me to be accompanied by Mr Iman, or do you want to be with your brother?? Ask mama

Ngga. The same with Iman. Just got you home from work. Reject me. I don't want Furqan to know what I bought at the pharmacy. I want to keep it a secret before everything is certain.

Hm alright, you be careful.

Yes mi, Assalamualaikum.

Waalaikumsal.

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After the pharmacy I entered the room. And here I am now in the bathroom with a few things in my hand. Different brands but the function is the same. I just want to make sure. That's why I buy under a different brand.

I came out of the bathroom holding that thing. I dare not see it. I was afraid that all my fears would come true.  I kept raging with my thoughts, until the sound of the door distracted me.

Chequek...

There I saw the Furqan bang looking at me. He scrunched his forehead when he saw me.

You why??

I just shook my head to hear his words while holding tightly to the thing in my hand, hoping that Furqan would not see it.  Until I saw his eyes fixed on the thing in my hand. Immediately to hide my hand back so that bang Furqan does not see it.

Seeing my behavior, bang furqan increasingly frowned, seeing that I was getting more agitated.

Tak

Tak

Bang furqan walked towards me and cried my hand. The thing I was holding turned to Furqan's hand.

Whatisthis?? Ask bang Furqan

Tespacks.. I said shiver

Furqans....

Whatisthis??

I saw he was just quiet. I actually know what this is.

Tespacks... He said lirih

Have you seen the results. My toot.

He's flailing, I'm afraid to see him torch.. I'm afraid of bang hiks..

I took a deep breath, let the brother who saw, remember whatever the result, you keep our, understand.

I turned my gaze to the tespack in my hand.3 tespack with different brands.

Deggs....

2 red hariis. Not just 1 tespack but all three. My eyes turned red, I turned my eyes to look at her.

Positively.

NANK... HIKSS.. HYX....

NAY DOESN'T WANT TO BANG..

NAY DIDN'T WANT TO.... HIKSS..

I pulled him into my arms. Relax, Nay, you need to be strong. You still have us..

NO BANG.. HIKSS..HIKSH. ..

WHY IS GOD SO EVIL TO ME...

WHY THE.. HYX.. HYX...

THIS ISN'T FAIR.. I HATE HIKS.. HYX..

Naya continued to thrash around, crying roaring. I have to be as strong as possible to hold it.

HIKSS.. I'D RATHER DIE.. HIKSS. . I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE. HIKSS..

I am emotionally listening to what they say.  WHAT ARE YOU SAYING HUH??  ARE YOU AWARE? I said snapping.

What's the matter? Maybe because of hearing the commotion from Naya's room mami and papi rushed to Naya's room.

I just kept quiet to hear Mom's question. And Naya is still crying in my arms. My mother walked over to me. And without further ado I gave the 3 tespacks to mami. Seeing that mommy was in shock, the tespack that was in her hand fell. Her tears started to flow.

Nay, call mommy with a quivering voice.

Nay Masi has mami and papi, we face everything together. Nay can't be desperate, Nay has to be strong.

True said your mother Nay, papi swore to avenge all that you are experiencing at this time. The word papi is full of emotion.

Nay hey, dengerin brother. Whatever happens, you have to be strong. We're gonna get through this together. Your brother will always be beside you. Do you want to marry your brother?? I said mean it.

I felt him stare for a moment and then shake his head. Did I just get rejected? Why it feels so cramped. Why Nay, you know? I like you, I really love you. I said again

Mom and Dad just kept quiet to hear what I said. I'm sure they don't mind my decision.

Ayana....

Why Nay, you know? I like you, I really love you.

I listened to his words. I didn't expect bang Furqan to have feelings for me. But I couldn't accept it, not because I didn't like it, but I felt that I didn't deserve it.

Not bang.. Nay doesn't want to be a burden. The future of my brother is long and again my brother can get a woman who is much better than me. I don't deserve my brother. I said

No Nay, you're not a burden, and who says you don't deserve me. You are the best girl I have ever known. Maybe that's what made me start liking you. Please marry me. I hope we can take care of this child later. Said bang Furqan while stroking my stomach. I could see the seriousness in his eyes.

Furqan Nay said, marry her so that someone will take care of you. Papi who got the approval of mami.

No pi, mi, reject me.

Butwhy? Because you don't like me. That's why you can learn to like. Account will upload you.

Not bang. I admit I have no feelings for my brother. But that's not my reason. I'm not ready to start a new relationship, I'm scared bang.

But Nay...

Bang, do you want to wait for me to be ready? I'm gonna learn to like you. At least after this child was born. I don't want this family to be ashamed of me either. So if you really like me, be patient. I said in the end

Alright. But from now on you and this child are mine. I'll wait until you can like me, no, no, until you love me. No matter how long I wait.

I just nodded at her words. What does that mean now that I'm her lover. Ah ntahlah.

Yes, you did it first. Tomorrow you'll be taken to the obstetrician. We're out first. Remember not to have too many thoughts.

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