Everything Will Become One
Episode 34's.
Today I have to go back to work, I have to take care of this it is for the members who will perform. Now, I'm looking for drinks for others to drink, usually at an event must provide a place to take drinks or food.
Actually, in addition to taking a drink, I want to look for Jung Jeha Jung Jeha because the members have performed and said Hyuka she knows him since he debuted, surely he is also an idol. 'Ah, maybe he is not present at this event' ', I said in my heart.
Until one time, my view was taken over by a sight that surprised me, what did I see? Now, Mark and Jung Jeha are chatting coolly while laughing. They were in front of me, not far from the side I was standing on.
But, anyway I had to keep going to take a drink, by gathering courage I finally continued my journey forward. I wouldn't stop if Mark didn't call me.
"Hey, you're Raina, aren't you?".Jung Jeha spoke like that.
"Yes, I'm Raina".I try to be friendly.
"Where are you?".Ask again.
"I'm going to get drinks for all the members".
"Yaudah yes, I am first".I looked up at Mark.
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I went back to the waiting room with a drink, I don't know, after seeing Mark with Jung Jeha my mood was not good, my desire to talk seemed to be gone.
I was sitting on the bench alone , daydreaming, I was also daydreaming what.
"Walina!".Luhan's voice surprised me.
"Yes why?".Answer's short.
"I don't want to interfere in the affairs of the two of you, but I'm afraid you've suddenly turned rich because of Mark".Further.
"Changed? I'm not changing, Luhan".Answer: swiped.
"I know Raina, I saw a big change after you met Mark and Jung Jeha earlier, you became a lot of diem, aloof, why Raina?".
"Ah, I really hate this kind of situation, I'm jealous to see Mark and Jung Jeha like that, even though I know Mark and I have no relationship, but still Luhan ,I can't be that fast".My answer.
"This is all I've guessed from the beginning, if you and Mark actually have more relationship ... Be patient, there must be something that makes Mark like that".Luhan held onto my shoulder, but suddenly arrived, my body became a convulsive seizure for a while, and Luhan was very panicked to see me like this, simultaneously also ,Mark came out of nowhere.
I don't know, whether this is still the effect of my accident yesterday or not, but for sure, my body is spontaneously like that.
"Why you?".Asked Mark panic which came suddenly. He gave me some water, and now he holds my hand, 'God was silent when he saw Mark like that to me.
"marc ... I beg you, stop being so kind to me".I said looking at Mark.
"You told me to forget you, didn't you? I will do, and live happily with Hyuka as you ask, but I beg you, you must stop being nice like this".My next.
"Walina...".
"You know Mark, if this attitude continues like this, I'm very tormented, I'm confused, sometimes you act like you're going to let me go but sometimes you act like you're not going to lose me".Cut it.
Because to be honest, my zodiac sign is Scorpio, I can't stand to endure this kind of jealousy, I'm not good at hiding my jealousy, I'm not good at controlling my emotions when jealous, if you're a Scorpio woman, I'm not good at controlling my emotions ,you will surely understand.
"I don't want to lose you...".
"But you want to see me suffer right?!".I cut the conversation again.
"That's not what I mean, please Raina, please don't be like this".
"I should ask you for help, please, don't act like this constantly 'if you still act like this to me how can I forget you and let you go with Jung Jeha?".
I went right away that very second, not caring around if I was angry, I would like that, choose silence and keep my way as I want.
