
For how many times Ayunda continued to cry in the arms of Sony, Ayunda vented all the sadness that had been buried in his heart.
During this time Ayunda did not have anyone who could share the story of her sadness.Entah why even Ayunda knew that her husband loved her so much Ayunda did not feel comfortable telling her sadness to the husband probably because Ayunda did not she was able to love her husband even though Ayunda tried to open her heart.
After feeling calm Ayunda let go of her embrace and wiped away her tears.
"Grank you're always there next to my mom."
Ayunda kissed Sony's forehead gently.
"Sony will always be there next to mom, Sony will always take care of mom so you don't have to worry that no one will ever hurt you again."
Ayunda smiled and stroked Sony's head.
"You're proud to have a son like you, you're a filial son."Do you still want to know what it's going to be?"
Sony nodded.Ayunda continued the story.
"After your grandmother died, my grandfather became more quiet and my grandfather became more sad because he saw a mother who was down, because he felt grandfather was unable to take care of my mother, and my grandfather was more sad,grandpa married mom to your papa because before grandpa betrothed mama with Dedi Sanjaya, papa you ever asked mom to grandpa but grandpa refused because he preferred Dedi Sanjaya to be his daughter-in-law,even though your father's parents are grandfather's business partners."
"Then what about Aunt Amanda?"
" After the incident, my grandmother died, my mom never contacted Amanda again because she felt more guilty about my grandmother that she was still in contact with Amanda."
"But after how many months you were married, Ahmad's father came to bring news that Amanda committed suicide because of her lover left when Amanda was pregnant."
"Uncle Ahmad, what do you mean is the man in this photo?"
Sony showed a photo on his phone that he took when Rio showed a picture of Mr. Ahmad.
"Did mom know him?"
"Yes pamam Ahmad, mama knew Ahmad's uncle, we had met several times, Uncle Ahmad was the half-sister of the mother who had been living with them.
"But do you know Uncle Ahmad?"
"No ma, but Sony had heard about Mr. Ahmad from Rio husband Gina ma."
"Darmawan's daughter's girl your friend?So Gina's married, with whom?"
"With Rio ma son of Dedi sanjaya."
Rio spoke in an ordinary tone because he did not want Ayunda to know that Sony suffered the same fate as his mother who could not unite with her loved ones.
"Rio Dedi Sanjaya's son continues why did Rio to ask about Uncle Ahmad to you?"
"Because two months ago Gina and Rio were kidnapped by Mr. Ahmad ma.Pak Ahmad wanted to take revenge on Mr. Dedi Sanjaya because Mr. Dedi Sanjaya had made aunt Amanda commit suicide."
"Uncle Ahmad kidnapped the son and daughter-in-law of Dedi Sanjaya how could, or the mother of all the Dedi Sanjaya family always be in strict escort."
"Karna all this time Mr. Ahmad worked as a confidant of Mr. Dedi sanjaya.Pak ahmad has planned this long enough."
"It is fitting that Ahmad's uncle has not given word since the last time he came to tell the news of Amanda's death."
"But if Aunt Amanda never told you about Dedi sanjaya, you know where Dedi Sanjaya is Amanda's aunt's lover?"
"All you know from the letter Amanda wrote shortly before Amanda committed suicide, Ahmad's uncle found the letter on the desk in Amanda's room and it was written to her."
"In the letter Amanda told me everything, if Dedi Sanjaya was her lover and dedi sanjaya left your aunt while your aunt was pregnant with Dedi sanjaya's child, she said,at first Amanda thought that Dedi Sanjaya left her because she was betrothed to mama so Amanda did not ask for answers from the dedi sanjaya but when mama came and told that the match was void because Dedi preferred the woman he loved,Amanda feels guilty for mom because Amanda thinks that the woman Dedi Sanjaya loves is her but when she finds out that the woman Dedi loves is not her but Adinda who is her best friend Amanda tries to contact her mama to tell me what she's been through but at that time she didn't want to see your aunt because of the passing of grandma."
Ayunda fell silent and lowered her eyes back in tears, with a trembling voice Ayunda said
"Amanda felt that if no one loved her sincerely, everyone was talking about her, starting from her grandfather and Dedi Sanjaya and mama who note bebe were her twin brothers,it makes Amanda feel like she doesn't deserve to live because no one wants her.
Ayunda back sobbing,
"If you hadn't stayed away from your aunt then maybe none of this would have happened."
"Ma all that happened is not the fault of mama, mama is also the victim of ma, mama do not add to the burden that you have borne by blaming yourself mama with everything that has happened."
Sony is trying to motivate Ayunda.
"It's better for you to rest, we continue next time when you look very tired."
Sony led Ayunda to bed and helped Ayunda to fall and envelop Ayunda.
"When the break is not necessary to think strangely Sony asked about this is not to open the wound in the heart of mama, Sony just wanted to clarify all the problems so that there is no misunderstanding."
"Mama know darling and indeed you must know all this.Because then mama will tell all the reasons by telling all this will reduce the burden in the heart of mama."
"Trust me mama will be fine.O, yes you said that uncle Ahmad kidnapped Rio and gina how is uncle Ahmad?"
"Sony did not know ma, Sony did not ask Rio because Sony did not know Mr. Ahmad when Rio showed psk Ahmad photo."
"But ma, why did Mr. Ahmad say that Aunt Amanda was his brother not his nephew."
I smiled at Sony's question.
"That's because Uncle Ahmad has an age that's not that far from your aunt,so uncle Ahmad does not like to be called uncle because he feels old with the call of uncle so he prefers to be called brother and every asked uncle Ahmad will say that he is the brother of aunt Amanda.
"O...so!!!
"Then is your mother alive?"
"Mama did not know because after mama found out Amanda died mama went to see mother but mother's house was empty and since then mama did not know the whereabouts of mother and how it is.Mama has tried to find the whereabouts of mother but it didn't work."
"And after all that incident, you don't know anymore because as you know, you have depression and must be treated in the hospital.
"Yes it's better mama rest, mama looks tired once."
Indeed Ayunda looks so tired because of crying and the sadness he felt was very draining his energy.
Connect...!!!
****