Diana Diary
Until when I have to hold on

Assalamualaikum friend, sorry yes up her rarely 🙏 because while working🤭 up little" is okay

The name of the household there must be trials and problems, but if we can pass it sincerely and patiently.Insyaalloh all problems will definitely be solved easily

The most important thing in living a household life is mutual open, honest and communication.But if the treasure, and the throne are the main things what happiness do we get?

Human nature is sacred like an angel, because it is fused with a material body.The life force and consciousness are colored with a nature that wants to have more

One of its properties is too excessive Alloh Swt said"When a human being is overwritten by danger, he will come to pray to us in a lying state, lying down,sit or stand.But after we have removed the danger, he will return to the wrong path, as if he never prayed to us to eliminate the danger that befell him, always look well at what they do"(QS Jonah. Verse 12)

"Sir, don't daydream!Don't think about it mbak, give it all the same alloh"Sika comforted Diana who looked moody

"Yes Ci, max yes" said Diana who could not hold back her tears

"Sama-sama!Let's eat a lot to add fat heheehe"Cika seduces Diana by adding side dishes and rice

"Cii my stomach is the stomach of the hadeh sack!"Diana's tears immediately dried up because of Cika's actions

"Hahaaaa let's just say that from today I learned to be a stomach sack" Laughter made Diana laugh too

"You are just there, Ci, hahahaa watch out for the will of the salted fish ya hahaha"Laughter so loose, as if making trouble no longer felt

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"It doesn't feel like it's going to be easy any minute, I'm going home. But don't come back here anymore!How about mbak?"Ask Cika suddenly

"Hmmm, I don't know Ci!Mbak does not know siy, if kejakarta again siy possibility yes Ci.But if back here again I don't know!You see the mistress is too chubby siy hehehe" said Diana

"Emang mbak, from the first I entered also already brought coke!"Replied Cika who whispered in Diana's ear

"Why do you whisper Ci?"Diana asked in wonder

"Fear of the devil passing on nyampein to mbak hahaaa"again Cika jokes managed to make the stomach so mules hihiiii

For how many months they worked, the burden on Diana's shoulders seemed to disappear in an instant!Because the joke of a little sister always makes her smile

Today is the day most awaited by all Muslims, a holy day filled with forgiveness, the return of a person in a state of holiness and free from all sins, mistakes, ridicule, and abuse,and badness.So it can be called holiness or fitrah

"Ci, I'm sorry if there is no wrong with Cika.Both intentional or unintentional" said Diana who started even though she was older than Cika

"Yes, Cika is sorry too!Cika often ngeselin mbak, hikksss"They also hugged each other to release sadness

"Bak want to call the family mbak first yes, then change you call your family" said Diana took off her embrace

"Yes mbak, Cika wants to be a sister mbak aja hikkksss no one loves Cika except mbak"Cika crying also broke during a holiday like this he remembered his father and mother who had separated

Now, Cika lives alone only spends her time working and continues to work to realize her dreams that have not been realized

"Assalamualaikum!Mas, I'm sorry if there's a deliberate word or not!I'm sorry I can't be a good wife" said Diana, her eyes began to glaze over

"Yes dek, I'm sorry I haven't been able to please you, I'm sorry I haven't been a good husband to you" Fa'i said

"You again what deck!Have you eaten yet?Make you go home with this leaflet"Ask Fa'i then

"Insyaalloh so mas, Why is it"Ask Diana wiped her tears

"Mas wants to say something, but you don't get angry" Fa'i said

"What did you say?"Ask Diana

"Yesterday the money you sent was used to buy a workshop tool, so all creditors have not paid mas" said Fa'i then explain everything

Diana just exhaled, tired of constantly giving in and being quiet"Jaudah mas, I want to call my father and mother first.Because I don't have much time to make a phone, assalamualaikum"Saiden said directly turn off the phone

"Assalamualaikum sir!Diana apologized if there have been words Diana who offended and hurt the heart of both intentional and not" said Diana

"Together yes Di, we as parents also apologize if there are words that offend you" said Pak Udin briefly

"Diana wants to talk to me, sir!"Diana said again

"Hello, assalamualaikum"Cure Papa bu

"Waalaikumsalam ma'am, Diana apologized if all this time Diana was wrong in saying or joking yes ma'am, whether intentional or not" said Diana could not stand her tears

"Together Diana, mother also apologized if there was a wrong word that offended Diana, are you healthy right Di?Don't forget to eat a lot yes, mom misses you!Hurry home ya Di"Cap mom Pure cry

"Alhamdulillah healthy ma'am, yes Diana will quickly go home.Mother take care of health yes do not forget to eat as well"Jawab Diana who increasingly sobbing

"Yasadah ma'am, Diana wants to continue working again.Assalamualaikum" said Diana farewell

"Waalaikumsalam"Pure fruit bu

Yes, until when are you going to give me the trial to test my patience!Am I capable and strong to face all this?Is this the way of life that you have destined for me?

I don't know if I can survive or not!What I know, I also have a limit of patience, I can not continue like this.It is enough burden that I bear all this time, do not you add again with other trials

Diana, who always cried when she remembered all the love stories that were never as lucky as her career, she often daydreamed and cried in the middle of the night

Until his body was not cared for, thin and kuel.He just wanted all the burden on his shoulders to disappear in an instant, but it would not be possible!Only alloh can change someone's life destiny, we as humans can only surrender and surrender. I will follow the line and will of alloh

I believe and believe that one day there will be a time for me to be happy.There will be a time when I smile and come back like a child who is always spoiled by a mother