Destiny with You
Ambivalent

Ambivalent in psychological terms is a condition that describes unconscious feelings in someone who is contradictory, such as there is hate but love, upset but affection, hate but longing, and so on.

Tonight, there is no warmth like last night. They sleep on their backs, many things are struggling in the mind of Hera, her husband who can not be understood his attitude and also strange people encountered today.

Unlike the Dzikra, his feelings were very indisputable. Not no love for Hera, Hera is the first woman to stop in her heart. But now circumstances make his heart hate him but also love him very much.

His heart churned during the first meeting at the restaurant. Hera was very worried, but she did not show it. When Rachel set him up, the pent-up feelings gradually appeared again but accompanied by hatred also because of love letters in High School.

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A brown-eyed girl wearing a High School uniform enters an empty classroom carrying a letter, her eyes circling for something, and her gaze falls onto a black bag, she smiles and inserts the letter. From a distance in the field of the school Dzikra noticed him, an engraved smile saw the girl holding a letter in her bag.

However, Dzikra never knew any other eye witnessed it, as Dzikra turned his gaze, a woman with shoulder-length hair stepped into the classroom and read the love letter. He wrote something on the paper, then he saw there was a pendant necklace there, his smile was appreciative, he took the necklace.

When he opened his bag at home, he smiled at the letter. However, his eyes widened when he read the letter, the girl at the beginning of the sentence letter was arranged sweetly, but at the end he invited Dzikra to sleep together. Dzikra was very disappointed with the girl. He sent a message, he wanted to be angry but he sent a message 'I love you' instead'.

The next day Dzikra was surprised from a distance, the girl was holding her pendant, the girl smiled as she opened her heart shape in the pendant. The dzikra had already clenched his hand, wanting to immediately seize it. But then the girl is seen handing over her pendant to the short-haired girl.

The short-haired girl walked up to him, she smiled towards the Dzikra, and handed him the Pendant.

"I know it's yours! He's just curious about your locket!" said that shoulder-haired girl.

" Yes thank you!" dzikra looked at the woman.

"Dzik!🤔😁12 I love you!" said the girl with the hair of a shoulder.

Dzikra glanced at his royal girl, the girl smiled at him, Dzikra his heart rippled, but he did not like the girl too presumptuous. He then chose to shoot the shoulder-haired girl, right in front of his girlfriend. Seemed a deep disappointment in the heart of his puja girl.

Dzikra for a second never turned his heart on the intelligent girl of his tribe even though he had been compassionate, not infrequently it made him often quarrel with his lover. Until graduation arrives, Dzikra must let go of his feelings for his girlfriend. Although he occasionally peeked at the girl's social media, sometimes claustrophobic when he saw photos on social media showing her with other young men.

When entering the final semester, he was busy with thesis and his lover painstakingly accompanied him when difficult, they graduated together and then Dzikra was given a position as Director by his father in the company GWO. After undergoing 8 years of love with a girl with shoulder-length hair, Dzikra was steady to propose to her. However, in an instant the relationship ran aground in the accident that took his father's life.

Dzikra was rushed to the hospital, he was taken to the ER room. During the week he was unconscious, during which time the shadow of his beloved girl was present again in his coma. Dzikra awakens from his coma and he must accept many realities, his legs are paralyzed, his father dies, his half-brother marries his future wife, and he is stripped of his position as Director.

During the treatment, her stepmother was busy introducing girls to replace her future wife, she always refused loudly. Until the woman intervened to find a future wife for him. All the photos of the girl he submitted were always rejected. Until the woman made her choice to the girl Dzikra once liked.

The woman hoped that Dzikra would also refuse to marry, but it turned out to be all unexpected. Dzikra accepts his puja girl. Although wholeheartedly Dzikra still did not fully like the girl anymore, it was quite pleasing to his former wife-to-be. Not without reason Dzikra puja girl chosen because the woman of his former future wife already know a big conspiracy in-laws.

*Flashback done*

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Dzikra was bathing in the bathroom, Hera was walking back and forth in front of the bathroom door. When the door opened, Hera smiled at Dzikra who was met with a cold gaze.

"But, I'm kebelet!" said Hera her face was clear.

Dzikra directly came out of the bathroom, in a faint smile seeing Hera's expression earlier. Meanwhile, Hera immediately rushed into the bathroom. Dzikra walked to find his work clothes had been prepared by Hera on the mattress. For a moment his eyes looked at the clothes.

Not long after Hera came out of the bathroom, she approached Dzikra who was tidying up his shirt in front of a mirror. Hera carefully stepped her feet toward the Dzikra and then took the dark blue tie, she immediately turned the body of the Dzikra against it. Dzikra was quite surprised but he was also silent to get a sweet treatment from Hera who paired a tie for him. Hera smiled looking at Dzikra's sharp eyes. Hera stroked Dzikra's cheek.

" I'm sorry I slapped you, don't get mad anymore" Hera said.

"Is it still sick?" hera asked the unmoved Dzikra and walked through it.

"Let's solve this problem together! let's solve your case bang!" said Hera behind Dzikra.

It was enough to stop the steps of Dzikra, then turn his head tilted, a cynical smile was thrown at Hera, it was enough to hurt his heart. Dzikra came out of the room.

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Hera was sitting pensively in her study, whether on whom to share her story, maybe silence was the answer. It is very interesting to tell Dzikra if he gets terror from strangers. His daydream was broken when one of the staff called him.

"Mom, someone asked the consul for UAS" the staff said with a smile.

"May," answered Hera rising from her seat walking towards the consultation table.

the plain faces of the white-veiled teenage boy, smiling sumringah saw Hera, he immediately took a position among the children.

" Bring the grid?" ask Hera with a smile.

"Bawa dong bu," said the student simultaneously.

Hera immediately read the grid table, then he began to discuss the material on the board.

****

When the sun was asleep in the dark, Hera stretched her legs into the house, but she was jolted by the police already at home staring at Hera. Everyone in the house looked at Hera.

"What's this?" ask Hera.

"Sorry ma'am, are you Hera's brother?" ask a policeman.

"Yes sir" Hera replied in confusion.

"Sorry ma'am was arrested, for an accident that injured brother Alfedro al ghifari," said the other police officer.

"meaning?" hera is still confused.

"Mom can explain it later in the office!" the police said while handcuffing Hera.

All those present including Dzikra were silent, they dispersed when they saw Hera had been arrested by the police.

"Dziii! what does all this mean!!" hera shouted at the Dzikra who was climbing the stairs.

"You want to finish it, don't you? now the problem is over!" said Dzikra turned to Hera.

Hera was speechless to see this one family no one gave an explanation, or defended her as she was captured everything looked indifferent, her tears flowing. Feel the tightness of his chest facing the reality. Police dragged him to the police car. Dzikra looked from behind the glass of the second floor, watching Hera being arrested by police, not feeling her tears also flowing for what reason.

SERIATE...