
" I also want to apologize to Mami, Papi and Mas Alvin in particular, all this time I've tried my hardest to grow my feelings back to Mas alvin, but dear.... Again I failed Mi." Speak Are.
Mami Valen looked at Alvin who seemed to close his eyes with tightly clenched hands. Mami Valen can understand what Alvin is feeling right now. Heartbroken and disappointed of course.
" I can't love Mas Al anymore, my heart can't feel the kindness, care and love Mas Al gave me, my heart feels bland when I'm with Mas Al, he said, there is no more murmur in my heart that I once felt, I can't love Mas Al anymore, and my heart is still the same as it was a month ago, I love Brother Erald, I love you, I was unable to remove the name of Brother Erald from there, once again I'm sorry Mi, I decided I wanted to end this relationship, I can't live with Mas Al anymore." Said Are lowering his head.
" Dear." Alvin was unable to continue his words. He cried when he heard all of Are's words. It seems like this is what it feels like to hear rejection from our loved ones. Alvin's efforts for one month ended in vain. This is the karma that Alvin has to bear right now.
" Hix.... Hicks...." Isak Alvin wiped his tears.
" I really appreciate your efforts to get my love again Mas, honestly you managed to become a better man than before, you managed to become a responsible husband, she said, but unfortunately love cannot be forced on Mas, and again sorry... Forgive me for not being able to see all your kindness and love is the same as it used to be when you couldn't see all my love and concern for you, but the difference here is I do not repay your hatred that you once showed me because I want to part well, from the beginning we know we are not enemies then at separation you are also not my enemy, take care of our divorce papers and right now I'm going to get out of this house, because I'm not entitled here anymore." Are left Alvin and his parents.
" mommy... Hix... Hicks." Isak Alvin hugs Mami Valen.
" Steady ones dear, life doesn't always go our way, but rest assured it's best for both of you, make all this a lesson for you so that in the future you can appreciate someone who loves you, you can also keep what is yours so that you do not lose it for a second time." Mami Valen stroked Alvin's back.
" I'm sorry Mi, I'm sorry to have wasted Are, she's a good wife all this time Mi, I'm sorry for being late to realize my feelings for her, I'm sorry Mi." Alvin.
" I apologize to Are before Are leaves this house, make sweet memories for the last time." Mami Valen.
Alvin let go of his embrace. She wiped her tears and headed towards her room.
Czech....
Alvin opened the door to his room. He approached Are who was arranging his clothes in the suitcase arrived...
Grep....
Alvin hugged Are from behind making Are's body stiffen in surprise.
" I'm sorry, baby." Alvin's words sucked his face on the nape of Are's neck.
For a moment the two were silent to each other. Are realizes that Alvin is crying when his back neck feels wet.
" I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry for my mistake." Alvin.
" I've forgiven you Mas, but to stay by your side I can't, my heart hurts too much considering all your treatment of me." Alvin Sahut.
" You can punish me, baby, but please don't leave me." Alvin tightened his embrace.
" If you arrest me then you'll see me dead in front of you." Sahut Are's.
Degs.....
Alvin's heart stopped beating hearing the word death from Are. He didn't want to lose Are forever. If only divorced then there is still a chance Alvin to approach Are back.
Alvin took off his embrace. He turned Are's body facing towards him.
" I don't want to lose you, baby, don't do it." Alvin cupped Are's face.
" then?" Ask Are to look at Alvin.
" I will try my best to release you according to my promise, but I have a request for you." Alvin.
" What is that?" Ask Are.
" After we're separated don't limit our relationship." Alvin Pinta.
" After we parted I wanted to be your friend, I wanted to be close to you even as a friend, please don't forbid me from being your friend." Alvin said expectantly.
" Are you sure?" Ask Are.
" Yes I'm sure." Alvin Sahut.
" Are you sure you can hold back your feelings for me? I don't want to torture you like you tormented me back then, I wish I was the only one to suffer such a fate." Said Are away from Alvin.
" It's good that if we don't get in touch with Mas, just end it and get here, you can find someone else to be your friend but that's definitely not me." Continue Are folding both hands on his chest.
" Hix... Are please don't torture me like this, please don't punish me this cruel dear." Alvin kneels at Kali Are.
" It's a proper punishment for a guy like you, Mas, I don't want to have any more contact with you, I'll go away like you want, I won't interfere with your life anymore, isn't this what you want." Said Are.
" Dear forgive me for what I said at the time, I pulled out all those hurtful words dear." Alvin.
" Sadly the painful word has been imprinted in my heart." Sahut Are's.
" Now get away I'm going to pack up and get out of here, I want to be free without any burden in my heart, I've been waiting for this freedom a long time Mas." Said Are.
" Wait a few more days, baby." Alvin stood facing Are.
" Want to step aside or I'll jump off the balcony." Threat Are.
" Don't love." Alvin Sahut.
" You don't know what my true nature is, so don't ever test my patience." Press Are back into his suitcase to load the clothes he will carry.
" Save one shirt for me." Alvin's words made Are frown.
" I'll hug your shirt if I miss you later, please." Connect Alvin.
" There's no need to miss me because I'm no longer who you are." Said Are putting all his clothes in.
" I hope this is our last meeting Mas, don't ever show up in front of me again." Are looked at Alvin.
" May I hold you one last time?" Alvin looked at Are.
" For a moment because I'm sick of lingering with you." Sahut Are's.
" Thank you dear." Alvin hugged Are.
" I'm going to keep trying to get you back to me baby, I really love you and can't live without you, it's our parting promise that will lead to meeting and remarriage." Alvin said in his heart.
" Did you see Brother Erald? I'm making your sister slump and grieve right now and just wait for your turn." Say Are in the heart.
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