Destiny ?!
Decisions

POV Author

After Hari's motor drove away from Astri's residence, it was somehow as if Astri's life had returned again and he recalled the kiss from Hari just now.

Astri POV

Blushes...

Oh, my God, Oh, Oh, God.

Please save my heart.

My heart seems to jump from my chest.

I could die suddenly if he kept on like that.

Ohh no no, this is wrong why I became so cheap in front of Hari, why I wanted to be hugged even kissed by Hari who incidentally only friends even though only on my forehead. I'm evil if the name goes on like this.

What I have to do, I can't hang both of them and I can't like them.

How'this?!.

POV Author

In his room Astri continues to make a decision how he will take, how exactly his heart is and how to end one of them if one of them has not started.

Astri decides to contact Bagas and ask him to meet.

*Can we meet, there's something I want to say.

Astrists

Can I, I'll pick you up later

Bagasses

No, we'll just meet at the city park

Astrists

hhmm okay, baby

Bagas*

POV bagas

*I know baby, it's just that I pretend not to know. Because I don't want to know things I don't want to know.

I just pretend I don't know so I can still stay by your side

I was just pretending not to know just so you still belong to me*

POV Author

Astri waits for Bagas in the city park with a chocolate ice in his hand.

"honey, have you been waiting a long time?" sapa Bagas's.

"not yet, I just arrived" Astri replied.

"it's quiet here too" said Bagas.

"it's not Sunday night" Astri said.

Bagas just laughed while stroking Astri's cheek.

For a while they kept quiet there was no chatter at all as they were busy with their respective thoughts.

"what's the matter hmm?" ask the bagas who finally ventured to start a conversation.

"i don't know where to start, you're my first girlfriend that I started with happiness, you're also the first person to get into my heart. I'm so happy for those moments where we spent the day together and shared our feelings. But more and more today this feeling grows not for a lover but for a brother who is always there for his sister, for a father who is always there for his son and for a friend who always accompanies him. Forgive me, I know I'm evil, I know I'm wrong. But may I fight for others even though I know it is wrong, may I fight for others even though I know it is temporary, may I fight for others who are now trying to enter my heart, may I choose him even if he is not an option. Ma'afin I've hurt you, ma'afin ak..." Astri.

Undone Astri said Bagas had hugged him tightly.

"Don't apologize, you're not wrong. No one in this world would know where he would harbor his taste. No one knew if the person was the first or the last or even just passing by. No one can impose his taste for whom because it presents itself with time and as destiny wills" said Bagas, sobbing with Astri.

After a few minutes they embraced each other and revealed their hearts. Finally they sat on a park bench with the remains of a still-sounding whim.

"so we break up y" said Bagas.

"yes" Astri replied with tears that reluctantly stopped coming out from the corner of his eyes.

"don't cry, even if we break up as lovers we won't break up as brothers or even if you need a father figure even come to me, because I will still be there for you" said Bagas.

"thank you, thank you for understanding" Astri said.

"If Hari hurts you tell me, I'll beat her until she apologizes to you" Bagas said as he stroked Astri's cheek.

"i didn't tell that guy Hari, why do you think it was him" Astri said as he wavered.

"your mouth does not need to say it because everything is written clearly in your eyes, even the child of Kindergarten must know" said Bagas.

Plakk

"uhh sick tofu" said Bagas who was hit by Astri's blow.

"you don't have to say it" Astri said.

"but I do" beg Bagas.

"know akhh nyebelin" Astri said.

Then they laughed together because they were relieved to have revealed their hearts.

Bagas also took Astri home because the night was late.

Arriving at home, Astri got off Bagas' motorbike.

"yes, equally. Hhmm can I hold you for the last one?" bagas.

"Sure" Astri replied.

After Bagas hugged Astri, he finally decided to go home.

POV bagas

Sometimes we have to feel a sense of loss so we know how valuable it is to have.

Sometimes we have to let go so we know how hard it is to defend.

Sometimes we have to let go so that we know fighting for it requires sacrifice.

Good night my lovely ex.

POV Author

Astri is in her room now with a sense of relief for being honest with Bagas, even though she knows what kind of path she will go through to be able to love Hari.

The man who these few days filled his days even his mind.

After a few days Bagas and Astri broke up, finally a repeat of the class increase was held. All the students took it seriously as well as Astri even forgot to tell Elli about her breakup with Bagas.

Finally they arrived at the end of the class.

"where's the class break going?" ask Elli.

"don't know, why?" answer Astri.

"i want to go to Bali with mom and dad, you want to come?" said Elli.

"hhmm not dehh anyhow that family vacation why I nyempil there" explained Astri who was busy reading books for the last maple review.

"you can invite Bagas to nemenin if your mother can't" Elli said.

"no way, I've broken up with Bagas" Astri replied.

Bugh

Bugh

Bugh

Three times Elli hit Astri's arm brutally.

"well, Elli's sick, I could have bruised all my body" Astri said.

"bodo, let's go to the hospital if you need to" upset Elli.

"hhhh evil mah Elli is your own friend" explained Astri.

"evil?!, you evil how can you break up together Bagas not tell me the same story, you assume what I am?!" elli said with a dimelasin face.

"ups, hehehe ma'af, we're out of class again so I forgot to make a story" explained Astri.

"don't want to know if I'm angry" Elli said.

"isshh ma'afin, later if you don't ma'afin me, who dong be my best friend?" astri said with a hardened eye.

"bodo" replied Elli.

"sorry yes, my dear, I bought meatballs" Astri said.

"the same ice cream" Elli replied.

"get ready 86" Astri said.

And they laugh together and forgive each other.

"when did you break up?" ask Elli after they finish their final replay.

They are now in the meatball stall in front of their school, because the school hours are over.

"right on the night of my birthday" Astri replied.

"can you?" ask Elli.

"y can, the evidence can be broken" Astri replied.

While chatting, suddenly Hari came and greeted them.

"hi, you're here" Hari said.

"yes" Astri and Elli answered simultaneously.

"it just so happens to meet here, you can join" said Hari.

"what happened to Astri where?" Sindir Eli.

While Astri only nodded as a sign of assuring Hari's request.

"if you intentionally find out how dong" replied Hari.

"i don't know how either" Elli said.

Astri just smiled seeing the two argue.

Finally the three of them sat together while eating meatballs during the day.

Astri POV

No one knows when we will fall in love, all we have to know is when we will start fighting for it.