Complementary of My Life
Lust Or Love?

"So which is true, do you want to marry me out of lust or love? " ask Ana while squinting her eyes.

"Surely because I love you that's why I want to have you completely" Kawab Aldi firmly stated.

"Love you said? even waiting for the slightest item you can not afford when you stay united on that day after that you can have me, you can have me, but you can't wait for that day until you scapegoat love for your lust and vent it to another woman, and that woman is my best friend? is that a good fit for you two, huh? " Anaa's voice began to rise when she emphasized the word good friend, she was disappointed and very devastated by this reality.

Feeling unacceptable to Ana's words, Violin interrupted the conversation between the two of them by speaking up.

"Md. Ana don't be your holy-sucker. We've been doing it for a year, but it's a pity you're too stupid to realize it" Violin said proudly

Aldi glanced at Violin in annoyance because of his words that could not be strained.

"Help ... You're Violin..! " snapped Aldi.

Ana's expression remained calm even though her heart was furious to scream at Violin's confession which meant that Aldi had betrayed her for a long time, as well as Violin who seemed good to hide her affair with Aldi

"Violin you're right I'm not so smart because I can't tell which snake and which isn't" Ana continued, smiling bitterly at Violin. After that Ana turned around again facing the exit.

Hearing Ana's words, Violin grew angrier and shouted towards Ana.

"Basar Widow, you think you are beautiful, I will tell you that the widow's name must not stand alone. You could have rejected Aldi in front of him but who knows behind him which man you're playing, just because of your lick you're already feeling most holy haah !"

Violin's words emphasizing the word "Double" ripped Ana's heart apart as if opening an old, piercing wound.

Aldi who heard it felt shocked and ran closer towards Ana.

"Are you a widow? " ask Aldi with an intimidating look. "Why are you silent,? does that mean right? and all this time you lied to me? " aldi continued with an annoyed expression.

Ana turned to look at Violin with a cynical look and ignored Aldi's question

'Where does the violin know that I've been married? is this Shasa? '.

Inner Ana.

After a moment of silence, Aldi looks impatient at Ana's residence.

Ana was still speechless and stared cynically at the two shameless couples in front of her.

He never thought Aldi would be until the heart said such hurtful words, Aldi who he knew was a warm man and always treated him well, and never hurt his heart.

"She's just speechless that means what you're saying is right baby, uhh disgusting, it's fitting that her sisters and grandmothers hate her so much unfortunately her stepfather still defends her because of her mother." Violin taunts triumphantly.

'Astagfirulloh.yes Allah strengthen me, give me patience when these two people try to open my wounds without feeling'. Guman Ana with teary eyes.

Ana was still speechless, only a few tears without emotion answered all the questions and baseless accusations from Aldi and Violin.

Without saying anything Ana immediately ran away leaving Aldi and Violin.

While Aldi looks chaotic, he is not interested in continuing his scene with Violin, he loves Ana but he also feels lied to and disappointed.

After Aldi's office, Ana returned to her boarding house with a heartbreaking lamentation. Inside her room, she let her tears slide down a rush.

Oh my God, my heart hurts. Somehow I felt desperate, I wanted to stop and no longer open my heart to anyone. Is being alone and being hurt by the wind times my destiny?. Ana's mind while staring at the ceiling of her room.

Ahhh ... What the hell is wrong with me? why do I have to cry for that disgusting man?, oh gensi terribly yes, he is playing crazy and laughing with other women cooking me here cry, well not really so much. I should be thankful that God kept him away from me, and opened my eyes today that I had chosen wrong. Do you have any other plans for me, God?. Inner Ana again while wiping her tears.

After contenting herself and enjoying her grief, Ana got up from her bed and rushed towards the bathroom to fetch some water.

»One Week Later«

A week has passed since her future husband left on the day of his marriage contract.

The betrayal of Aldi and Violin makes Ana feel desperate and now she really feels tired to decide not to think about love anymore.

Because she had felt the most severe heartbreak Ana did not take long to tidy up her heart that had been destroyed by Aldi.

Now Ana only focuses on her usual work and tries to forget what happened, but the news was still warm and became the main topic on campus.

But Ana whose bearer always looks calm does not show any expression even when she realizes her marriage is void, her heart just throbbing and disappointed in the reality she received, for him in slander and in humiliation and in disappointment has become commonplace.