Chasing Dreams & Love
8. My Feelings and Part of the Plan

... in Ana's room ...

Actually Ana is very disappointed with the attitude of her mother, but she herself knows she is also guilty of not wanting to tell what she feels. At the same time he felt disappointed by the attitude of his loved ones who seemed indifferent to him but at the same time he felt that maybe only this time was the opportunity God gave him to get happiness even a little.

It doesn't take long for Ana to be haunted by the past, a terrible shadow she doesn't really want to remember. Suppose he could, he wanted to wash some of his brain and could eliminate all those dark memories. Regret is too late, the full moon has long passed by and continues to repeat.

At that time, he did not know what had really happened to him. Over time, the knowledge he gained from school and other places was enough to give himself an understanding that he was really a very dirty despicable human being. There would be no chance for him to be happy though, his world had shattered his future was too gloomy not sure there would be anyone who could trust and accept him. Tears will not run out even if he cries a full day and also will not be able to remove the endless sadness.

“hu hu hu why? Why should I be God? Why didn't anyone help me then? why does this have to happen to me? And why should I get married now? Hu hu hu.” Ana blames the situation. “What is this punishment in my life in the past? Hu hu hu I hate, I hate myself hu hu hu why was I so stupid then? why did I not know anything at that time???? hu hu hu basic cruel man!! uncivilized man, I hope you will get your punishment for making my life like this hu hu.”

“How?? What if no one believes in me anymore? Can mom believe it? Does Rendra still want to think of me as her brother hu hu? Can he trust me and accept me? Hu hu hu.” Crying is getting sobbing. “I want to be happy just once O Allah, I beg you to let me be happy hu hu hu I beg Allah hu hu hu this is really too heavy for me.”

Bakk Bukk Bak Bukkk... Ana threw her face firmly on the pillow she was holding. He was afraid that his mother or sister would listen to his complaints at that time, he was not ready if others knew what was really happening to him.

- Far away in other places there is talk of evil plans that they arranged to thwart the proposal of Rama and Ana-An

“Darling you already understand what tasks you should do?” ask a man with black glasses and athletic body that is filled with muscle bulges everywhere. "Don't make me angry baby, I'm like this because I believe you baby" he continued

“What the hell is dear? how do you talk like that anyway? yes I know how dear do not make me anxious dong.” A very sexy and very beautiful girl who was able to hypnotize every man who saw her “again she used to fall in love with me when we were in school she always just chased after me and begged his love for me retaliates, eitsss but you don't get jealous baby even though I never felt for him kok cupp.” Cheeked the man and caressed him.

“But baby, why should I pretend to like him? I don't want to if we get married next year, even though you promised my late papa to marry me immediately.” Persuading and caressing in men.

“She's not my taste baby, her body is so flattened it's not as gallant as you. He only had a handsome and rich face. But look at it!! you are more than him, my dear. You are handsome, you are also rich, your body is good, look at your muscles dear ughh you have everything cup..cup.” kiss the lips of the man who is actually his lover

“Yes yes baby, I know if you only love me but this time you have to help me yes!! Ahh yes baby, you remember my uncle right? It used to seem like I took you to his house and looked at his only child, do you remember my rather strange cousin right??? It was the dawn of Ramadan that made it that way.” Clearly furious with vengeance, whatever explanation he got from his uncle to make him participate in a plan that actually cringe himself if he was discovered and failed. Of course Rama will not stay silent to let himself go, he knows even though Rama is a good person but also very scary when he is really angry.

“What?? really baby?? How insolent! Rama is a very bad man, why does he also have the heart of a weak woman?? I really can't believe it turns out in the media his good behavior is just to fool everyone. He said he was the perfect guy but what??? It turned out that he was nothing more than an insane loser!! crazy respect and stupid why media can be bought huh??” The girl ignited her emotions “Relax dear, I will definitely help avenge you on her dear. I make sure of that, I will make him helpless in front of me, and you can reply to him as much as you love.” Clearly passionate.

"Okay baby I believe in you, show me the best. And one thing I ask of you, never once do you fall into his arms of your own accord or our relationship will end at that very moment. And worse, maybe my uncle will be so angry and will never let go of you. Remember that, baby!!"

"Hey baby, if you're like that, your name doesn't believe me. I told you no, I just love you Farel nothing else. Why are you saying such a horrible thing anyway, I don't like it!"

"I'm sorry baby, I just wanted to protect you and remind you that this is no joke and my uncle is a cruel man. He wouldn't let a rat steal food in his house." the man lowered his voice.

"and the thing I fear the most is that if all these plans don't go well, then I'm going to lose you and my uncle. So please, do it right, baby! Remember our promise to live together until death."

"Of course, honey, you should never worry about something impossible happening to me. Cup" the girl kissed Farel writhing on his arm spoiled.