Between Love and Career
Lps.25.Both of our hearts are out

During my pregnancy from the second month to the fourth month, my cravings were strange.Besides wanting to eat young coconuts, I also wanted to be close to my husband.

Every time my husband wants to go to work, I always whine like a child.I always buy his time, So he is always late to the office.

One day my husband just came home from the office, changed his death shirt yet I have asked to deliver me.

" Sir.papa...! I'm bored at home, take me to mom dong.Will you..?"ask me, with my characteristic spoiled.However, Deki just kept quiet and said nothing.

"Darling do you mind? ask me, with a serious face.However, still Deki did not answer.I became irritated, my heart grew hotter.

"Hay.husband me, if you don't want to talk.Not that I'm guaranteed like that.!"Say to me, because I was upset I got out of the car.Diputnya I repeatedly, still I do not want.I entered the room and locked the door from the inside.

My husband keeps knocking on the door, I still choose to lock myself in the room.Sometimes he calls me by name, sometimes mama.But still I don't want to open the door.

"Mommy.mama..! come out first let me explain." said Deki, knocking on the door of the room.I also opened the door for my husband.

"Mama..! I'm sorry, the reason was I was still tired.I just came home from work, you've invited me to walk.I beg you next time don't go dong mama.Try you look at me, I'm not changing clothes yet."

I turned my head, and saw my husband.It turns out it's true he hasn't changed his office clothes.

" Oh papa.!, I'm sorry, because I'm bored in the house ajah.Yes..! I had to take you to mom's house."Obviously I, by turning my body.Then hugged my husband tightly.

" Pope...!I'm sorry.! Honestly, I love and love you very much.you I have considered as my father, my brother and at the same time as my husband.

I from childhood do not know, the face of the father and his nature how.So that I, like to make a spoiled behavior with you.Because of you that I now have.

I know you, not the first one who ever stopped in my heart and touched me." Curse me, making myself cry in my husband's arms.

"I'm sorry too! Because you do not understand your attitude.Sonia you will be the last person in my life.I promise..!" Said my husband, in a state of being hugged myself.My husband wiped my tears, so as to make myself more tightly embrace him.

Since that event, every time I want to invite my husband to the road.I always ask him first.Whether he wants or not to drive me.

Events I in the past, making myself do not want to repeat the failure for the second time.In the past me and Erens did, not in a conscious state.He hit me on the ribs, he seems to be good at in terms of shuffling women.

When I realized, everything had passed.Just the pain and pain that I felt down there.Just walk the pain is not playing.

" My wife!, please! whatever you feel about my nature and character.Please tell me, let me change it slowly." Reveal Deki, By raising my two hands and grasping with both hands.

"Mama..! I used to have a bitter past too.I loved him very much.However, he never loved me.

He was always cheating, both in front of me and behind me. That's where I never, ever, gave my feelings to anyone.

Even if I, have touched him.I consider himself worthless in my eyes.I look for another again, from there the name of love and affection never rest in my heart."

My husband, tell me about his past.From there I, understand it turns out my husband is a person who likes to learn from his past experiences.

My husband also said, if in a relationship there must be mutual openness.Don't like to say no like, don't just be quiet and keep it all.

"My wife, so back with me.I also have to hear what your will is.Don't I be selfish just want to be heard, while hearing does not want.

Because we live in a household, not a month or a year but our whole life." Say to my husband, with a smiling face.

" Why are you smiling papa.?"

"I'm just happy because of you, I want to listen to my story." replied my husband, taking his left hand jokingly pulling my nose.

From that moment on, I promised myself I would take care of and keep this man.Because I was sure, I would be happy with him.

Because I think it's rare for a man, who has a lot of money to have feelings of love and affection like my husband.

Though I am not very beautiful, and balanced with her good looks.

Days change days, weeks change weeks months and years.We still stay together and our love never wavers.

Because I always, heard the words of my husband, as well as my husband.He also always heard the words of me.Because we both agree.Although all the problems are as heavy as anything, we both have to go through together.

Because this principle of my husband, love and family exists, it's all because we're both willing to build it.

"Darling you remember, we met early and from the trials that we went through each.you remind? Deki asked, staring at my face

" remember what, dear? my question, out of curiosity with Deki's question.

" Have you ever had a past.? If ever why don't you two hold on, get to the wedding" asked my husband, who confused me "What do you mean?" ask me, out of curiosity about my husband's question.

"I mean, the two of you did not become because you two are not a soul mate.And God chose me instead, be your soul mate as well as myself.God has chosen you to be my soul mate." replied my husband, by kissing my forehead

Unaware, it was half an hour and a half a night.Deki also asked to sleep first.But before going to bed he advised.

So that I can sleep too, because tomorrow he'll drive me early to my mother's house.

The next day, it turns out we both woke up late.Because last night we both slept late at night.However, still he drove me to my mother's house.He also continued to his office.