Beloved Bang Captain.
29. Still messy.

POV Bang Armayudha and flashback..

I don't know how long you haven't been here. Every day feels empty. Right now I bow to the Creator begging you to come back to me again, but I'm not sure that God will grant my wish to draw near to the world's messiah and blackness. Your loss definitely took me by storm. All because of the fatal mistake I made. I admit I am so weak and fragile without you. Well, I can't afford to lose you, baby.'

My head feels dizzy going around in circles. My breath is starting to get irregular. Turtle thing behind the bed, I burned it and sucked it again. Instantly the restlessness in my chest slowly faded away, my body relaxed, for a moment my mind flew up. I know I was wrong but only with this thing do I feel that you exist and are real, being with me in mortal.

"Hhkk.." Bang Arma ran to the bathroom. I don't know when he started getting sick. There is no day without nausea, especially morning and night. "What disease do I have??" Then he vomited again.

POV Bang Armayudha and flashback off.

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"Mom, drink the milk first." Mother was very grateful to Rhena who had raised her degree. Now Rhena called him 'Auntie' according to her request.

Rhena sold her land and bought a house outside the city, outside Java. Rhena also has a farm business also established a laundry business.

"Eneg Bi." Reject Rhena.

"Pity for baby Ma'am. Let's drink a little." Persuade Aunt.

"I remember her papa face again Bi. It feels so upset." Rhena.

"His father is handsome?"

"No. Short, black, coiled, shaggy hair, thick mustache, smelly socks, all collapsed. Rhena said.

"Astagfirullah hal adzim.. amit-amit jabang lanang wedhok baby, is his papa drip jenglot???? Let's quickly drink Buu.. afraid that the bitch looks like her Papa." Bibi thrust a glass into Rhena's lips and miraculously Rhena downed it to the ground and put up a lot of resistance.

Aunty smiled relieved at the end there was still milk that could enter the belly of the pregnant woman. Honestly his heart was very happy to be living with the gentle Rhena.

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At the age of eight months Rhena content, he began to have difficulty standing.

"Biiii. please help me..!!"

"Duuh... Where are you going? Loudry's been there to handle, mom just rest in the room..!!" Said Aunt.

"I'd like to eat that Bi-acid." Pinta Rhena rubbed her stomach.

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"Dan's Ijin, still lacking?" Ask Pratu Wahyu.

"For Yu, drop all the mangoes..!!" Bang Arma's Order.

"Mas, Rika also wants to donk..!!" Rika's whine shook Bang Ojaz's arm because Captain Rojaz's wife was four months pregnant.

"Yes, for a little donk..!!" Pinta Bang Ojaz, since that day the friendship between himself and Bang Arma has still not improved, unlike before.

"Eehh Rika, yes too. This is Brother for." Bang Arma's voice was so soft in front of his best friend's wife. He's approaching Rika.

Bang Ojaz turned to approach Rika carefully. This few months Captain Arma was out of control, he was afraid that maybe the current Captain Arma was drunk.

"Thank you Bang." Said Rica.

"Bini you're beautiful too Jaz." Throw Bang Arma with a typical male mischievous smile.

"Ar, aren't you drunk khan?" Ask Bang Ojaz worriedly.

"It seems I have a crush on your wife Jaz."

Bang Ojaz's anger was provoked to hear him, his fingers clenched but Rika held him back.

"Abang.. Can Rika talk?"

"What?" Bang Arma returned on her flat face.

Rika smiled, she knew Bang Arma was not that bad until she dared to love someone's wife.

"On behalf of Mas Ojaz, Rika apologized. Bang Ojaz used to steal time to see Rhena with Riri to steal her picture.

Bang Ojaz wanted to prevent his wife from talking but Rika could not stand it anymore and tried to solve this problem.

"Let Rika talk Mas, our lives will not be calm if every day Mas Ojaz continues to live in shadow of error. The pardon of Bang Arma khan that Mas wanted for ever loving his wife." Said Rica.

Bang Arma was quite shocked to hear Rika's statement. It is not easy for a woman to get honesty from her life partner, maybe Rhena is not as beautiful as Rika but she understands, Rhena's life is very bitter to make it rebel and want a glimmer of happiness in her heart.

"I was wrong too, but I can't forgive your husband." Bang Arma's honest speech.

Bang Arma's feelings are still heavy and half-hearted but considering Rika's pregnancy makes her not have the heart either especially at this time if Rhena does not lose her baby must have been close to nine months pregnant.

Bang Arma was forced to withdraw her smile while handing over some young mangoes. "This is for you beautiful pregnant lady..!! I forgive your pet rat."

"What's the truth Bang??" Rika was surprised and confirmed her hearing.

"Yes, for your sake." Bang Arma replied and then played with eyes.

"If Rhena had seen that eyeball in her plug..!!" Tegur Bang Ojaz held back.

"No need to ge'er, my sincerity is only if my son returns." Bang Arma left the place, every time Rhena remembered her heart would hurt because the more days her longing became more and more.

Bang Arma pulled over and went inside the Battalion's toilet.

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"Dan Jin, is the commander okay?" Pratu Wahyu knocked on the toilet door because it had been more than half an hour Captain Arma had not come out of the toilet.

There's no answer. That afternoon Bang Renash was watching the patrol accidentally seeing the anxiety of Pratu Wahyu.

"What's Yu?"

"Yinns.. Captain Arma did not come out of the toilet, I'm afraid he fainted or drowned from nausea." Answer Pratu Revelation.

Bang Renash looked and combed around, his feelings so unpleasant. "See the situation around.. is it safe or not??"

Pratu Wahyu has ensured security, he also gave his thumb sign.

"Let's break down..!!" Bang Renash's orders.

braaaack..

Bang Renash's eyes rounded large seeing Bang Arma sitting widened his legs and leaned back relaxed. In his fingers clamp inappropriate cigarettes.

"Jeez Aaarrr, keblinger tenan you yes..!!!!"

plaaack..

Bang Renash was so upset that he slapped on Bang Arma's cheek and then beat Bang Arma because he was caught consuming illegal goods in the Battalion's toilet.

baagghh. buughh..

"Why did you make your own life worse Ar.. I know you miss Rhena, but things have forced you to separate."

Bang Arma shook her head because her brother made her almost die.

"Life, your job..Where is your brain Armaaa???? What if our parents know their children have problems like this?? Don't you pity mom's dad? Go***you."

"Rhena?? My son..was he born?" Gumam Bang Arma.

"Where did he get this stuff??" the more he thought about his sister who was getting brutal.

Angry brother finally Bang Renash help bring Bang Arma hiding far behind the cold and lonely hill.

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"Aarrgh.. Biii... My body why is it so sick? As in beating Bi." shouted Rhena suddenly.

Aunt was confused because unlike usual Rhena was in pain.

"Auntie help Mom..!!" Aunty tried to help Rhena but her stomach was getting so bad.

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Far away there Bang Arma squeezed his stomach. "Allahu Akbar, my stomach ache.. Aaaaaa.pardon Allah..!!"

Bang Renash was momentarily transfixed to see his sister rolling around in pain in the expanse of land.

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