
Chapters. 3 Losing All
Resisting pain is one of the survival parts in life. Be ill. But still have to endure. Life is a process of surviving a crisis.
There are no problems that cannot be faced. All problems always have a way out just like a padlock is created along with a key. Any problem, as heavy or as complex as anything is always accompanied by a solution. Only sometimes people do not know to find the right solution so they easily give up.
Why not go to a locksmith if you don't find the right key to open the lock ? Or to create a new key if the old key is missing ?
Why not ask the Khalik the source of Wisdom for a way out. Man should always need the Khalik in his whole life. Not only when trouble just came looking for the Khalik.
(Jeloveus, July 10, 2022)
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" If you don't want Om Herman and Om Farhad, at least Om Arxello should. Mami doesn't want to hear your rejection, Queen. No one can help us Queen. Your Papi's debt is very much. Please Mommy, Queen ! Your sister can't take the exam. The meal money is over Queen. Queen ! Listen Mami didn't ? " tick Sang Mami again by kicking Queen's leg shin with her shoe.
The middle-aged woman looked at Queenza who was still curled up on the floor with a sinister look. His face was still wet with tears. The woman's hand seemed to tremble withstanding all the tightness as well as the anger in her heart.
I heard the woman breathing heavily. Even the strands of it - time and again - sound to be rude, a sign that the owner of the body is holding back a very burning emotion. The taste was like a sense of tightness squeezed by a large stone. The barracite seems very frustrating.
The woman channeled her anger by kicking back Queenza's body and lastly kicking her shin very hard.
Queenza only tightened her jaw when her legs felt pain due to the kick of Sang Mami in her shin. The beautiful girl was silent and did not open her eyes. Because he understood that if he took a little pain out of his lips, his mother would blindly beat him. During these three months Queenza studied her Mammary nature in hurting her body. The more he screams in pain, the more often his mother and the harder she hits him, like a man of disobedience. But if he is silent then only occasionally the blow of the Mami he feels.
Queenza swallowed her saliva with great difficulty, her throat feeling dry. For holding back the sound of his screams so as not to scream in pain.
Queenza tightened her jaw once again when the body of the Mami collapsed nearby. Then he felt the sharp nails of the Mami slightly pierced the skin of his arm. Bemoan. But not as pure as his heart. From the end of his eyes that were still closed there was a red stain that began to be seen from the skin of his open arms.
" Queen, meet Om Arxello. Mami's set your meeting schedule. You just stay with Om Arxello at the club. Just last night Queen. Please dear ! " pinta Mami Laras while stroking Queenza's long hair.
Queenza. His sense of caution was preparing to feel his hair that the Mammi would pull.
" How could his mother who is his birth mother sell it to an older man who is more worthy of being called Papi or even worthy of being called Grandpa, because of his age which is already Aki - aki. Crazy mom. Is Queenza not Mami's son ? Until Mami could do this to me ? " inner Queenza. His jaw tightened perfectly to withstand all the sadness and pain that was growing.
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