Behind the Pillar of the Mosque
20. DPM "Arabah..."

The dim corner lights of the Mosque are now witnesses to the oral silence of a beautiful woman who had earlier complained her heartbreak to the creator. Only the heart is increasingly blabbering, complaining of various complaints, being oral is only able to move without sound.

"Thou who governs all the feelings that Thou hast bestowed upon us Rabb, if this taste indeed Thou art destined to dwell upon the figure of Gus Al, make easy and clear our steps, for indeed everything in this world is of Your will.if indeed He is the one whom you outline to be a complement to the ribs of the servant, ridhoi our steps, if indeed He is the one whom you outline to be a complement to the ribs of the servant, but if the feeling is only as a sin that has no end, show the truth.

Adiba disobeys the routine of confiding to Gusti Alloh, noticed again the figure who is indeed waiting to be greeted. After going through the voting in his mind now Adiba to decide to answer the question from Gus Al. Almost half an hour had Adiba waiting for the figure of Gus Al who was still at home to dhikir, now the figure was seen moving from his seat, turning off the lights in the mosque, which was in the mosque, then Gus Al came out of the mosque leaning on one of the pillars on the terrace of the mosque. Attentioned around the mosque, it is quite quiet because it is too late for the students to activity.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat.." Adiba ventured to greet Gus Al who was already standing in front of him. Gus Al turned his head towards Adiba, a smile expanding on his lips.

"Wa'alikumsalam.yet rest Dib?"

"Not Gus.." Adiba glanced at Gus Al's face, took a deep, deep breath and then let out slowly.

"Sorry Gus if Adiba is presumptuous, but there are those who want Adiba to make sure" there is seriousness that appears on Adiba's beautiful face

"why?About my scribbles? everything that I put in the paper is true, why would I dare tell you Dib, because I do not want to keep something alone.but if it makes a burden for you, forget everything, forget everything, assume I never said anything to you" explained Gus Al

"What if Adiba has the same taste? does Adiba have to defend because Adiba knows it is unilateral?" Adiba noticed his surroundings, afraid that if anyone paid attention to him, after his heart around the quiet mosque Adiba continued his speech.

"Awe to the figure of Gus Al, a sense that I must somehow explain, because the sense is too foreign to be present in Adiba, without Adiba will, because Adiba is conscious, because Adiba is conscious, Adiba does not deserve to have that feeling, that feeling has long been silent in Adiba, Adiba is afraid if this feeling is too frivolous" Clear details arrive just like that on Adiba's face.

"Sembrono how?not that our status is the same on the side of Gusti Alloh, I am not as perfect as you imagine, we are the same as having flaws." Gus Al sighed" so do you want to be someone I fight to stop?"

Adiba was silent for a moment, then Adiba's head was seen nodding affirming Gus Al's question.

"Thank you Adiba, I ask for a moment, let me ask your permission to ask permission to your parents to justify you"

Adiba looked at the face of Gus Al at this time, like a dream that had arrived to approach, squeezed by the face that had been in his arms. All his body organs feel so enthusiastic, if Adiba is not in front of Gus Al, maybe Adiba has jumped for joy, but for now is still forced Adiba not to be too excessive.

"Night, rest gih" Gus Al reflex's hand touched Adiba's head covered in the brown hijab. Adiba nodded then gave his sweetest smile.

."Do not forget to pray, may our path be made easier yes" Gus Al said before Adiba really went from his face.

"Bismillah, may You ease our way, Lord"

****

The sound of plates and spoons clashing as if to be music in between the silence of the family breakfast atmosphere ndalem Pondok pesantre Darrul Muttaqin.

"Today can you take your time Al?" kyai sidiq voiced her voice after their breakfast

"Why is bah?is there anything Abah wants to do with Al?" Al put his flat object in his grip and then saw it uminya who deliberately left them both.

" Accompany Abah silaturahim to the place of kyai Samsul" Kyai Sodiq's face looked towards his beloved son.

"Kyai Samsul bah?" There was a bitter tucked in the tone of Al's voice.

"Yes, how come you're surprised, hasn't Kyai Samsul asked you to visit him often?" kyai Sodik took a glass containing the tea in front of him, then shredded his tea which still looks steaming it.

" Yes bah, Nuwun Sewu ahir Ahir this Al busy with printing so not yet perfect the bah silaturahim" Al bowed his head.

"For that Abah wants to accompany you there..All of us make sure of your relationship with my daughter Samsul, Abah knows your relationship with Arofah, so it's good to clarify everything"

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Gus Al's face suddenly turned deathly pale, his heart as if hit by an object that destroyed his airway.

"Nuwun Sewu bah, Dalem kalih Arrofah only limited to friends kuliyah bah, there is nothing more"

"Well you know Al without you telling me, the aropha photos in your phone are not memeperjeas everything? Abah just does not want you trapped in a prolonged sin Al.lagian kyai Samsul also has approved, Arofah has agreed to it." kyai sidiq sentence paused before then continued" for this time alone Al, Abah never wanted to interfere in Al's personal affairs, but for the future of Al this one let Abah take part in it, he said, Abah wants Al to marry Arofah as soon as possible, let all Abah and Umi arrange." Kyai sidiq stood up from his seat.." make Abah happy with you marrying Arofah" kyai Sodik passed leaving Gus Al alone.

" *Only last night I thought that my path was too easy to find my soul mate, but most likely You have a pause behind all this, Strengthen the Heart and determination of the Servant, and, because I believe something that is full of struggle will be stronger later.Let me fight with my feelings."

#Bersambungg*