
After the Rice that Ainun cooked had matured. The girl immediately went into her room. To think about the offer from Ashfal.
He was sitting on the edge of his bedroom.
"Oh Allah I must how .I am very confused, God. Help me" Ainun said softly.
Since his first meeting with Ashfal. Added to that after he received a Letter from Asyphal. It really drained his mind. And adds weight to his inner burden.
The girl could not think for too long. He must immediately take the best decision and of course without risk.
"I have to make a decision right away before this is really going to make my mind worse. I do love you Asyfal loves you more than anything. But I'm already gonna belong to someone else. It's all your sallah why didn't you say it a long time ago. Sean proposed to me first. Even though I don't like him at all. But still I have to appreciate it" said Ainun lirih.
But a flash of thought emanating from that seductive demon affected Ainun's mind.
The perverted-hearted demon advised the girl to meet Asyphal only.
But it would not affect Ainun in the slightest.
Ainun is a strong female figure. And not easily shaken. He takes great care of his personal dignity.
She is not a selfish girl who only puts forward her passions.
"No! I wouldn't hurt anyone else even if I could hurt them. I don't want one day I'll regret it" said Ainun while massaging his forehead which felt very dizzy.
He argued with his own good and bad thoughts.
The best and most important decision was that he did not accept Ashfal's invitation to meet him!
The voice of Adzan Asar has been seen. The girl rushed to Ashar prayer. Then He prayed to Allah SWT for His guidance. That's the most powerful drug.
After the Asar prayer Ainun's mind was calm. Now he was sure not to meet Ashfal. He just believes that the soul mate is not going anywhere.
"Whatever you hold and you chase after the one you love, if he's not your soul mate. Then still it's not your soul mate. But behind it, as powerful and powerful as anything you can avoid anyone you hate even once. But if it's your soul mate. Then it really is your soul mate"
Such was the lecture he heard after attending the study at his village mosque.
Time passed quickly, but the anxiety did not pass. The girl always recited her Name to expect a calm from Him.
It's eight o'clock at night. Ainun's time should go to sleep immediately. If he does not want to be late to perform Tahajjud Prayer.
Tahajjud is the Ainun Routine. That was why Ainun's face was glowing .Because she is a sholeha girl and a Worshiper.
The sleepiness he was waiting for had not yet appeared. But he could only crumple his body in his bedroom cot hoping that drowsiness would soon come attacking him.
Either the tears just flow. The pain came instantly . The pain of loving an Asyphal torments his body and soul.
"O Allah, why do you test this heavy Servant?" Inner Ainun
The girl cried all night until she almost fell asleep.
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"Mother Ainun and Aini".
Outside Ainun's room. Yes as usual Ainun's mother slalu patrolled in both rooms of her daughter's. Of course without their knowledge.
If Ainun's room door and his sister's not in the lock. Mom can enter by sniffing.
Because of that he did just to make sure the condition of his two daughters is fine.
But if the room in the lock he still can't get in. Unless he knocks on the door and intends to meet Ainun or Aini.
This time Ainun's mother entered Ainun's room. And it turns out Ainun's room isn't in the lock.
Mother entered sneaking so that Ainun did not realize his arrival.
"It turns out that my firstborn is asleep" Ainun's mother's mind.
"Ainoon".
Suddenly a hand was on top of Ainun's dense black mane . The hand stroked gently that dense black mane. He is still half awake.
The surprised Ainun immediately wiped away his tears. But still he can't lie if he's crying.
"Ainun, are you crying?" Ask a woman's voice. And it turns out it was her mother's voice.
"Eh Mother, no ma'am. Ainun no papa ma'am" Ainun replied. He soon moved from his sleep. And sit down immediately. Remove any remaining tears that flow. And make sure that his face is dry.
"Honestly, Mom son, why are you crying?" Ask Ainun's mother. His voice sounds so heartbreaking.
How not? no Mother has the heart to see her Girl Child cry almost every night.
Actually, Ainun's mother always saw that Ainun was crying when she was asleep. Almost every day the girl cried.
As if crying was her sleep song.
But this time Ibu Ainun was determined to make sure what made Ainun cry.
"Ainun listen to Mom son. Mom loves you very much. So" Mother's words pause. Mom cried in front of Ainun.
"Mother forgive Ainun Ma'am. Mother don't cry" Ainun said quivering withstanding the cries. She was sad to see her mother crying.
"It's all my fault 'cause I was crying, Mom was crying. Forgive Ainun Bu" Inner Ainun .He regretted making his mother cry.
"Please tell me about Ainun's mother" continued Ainun's mother. He has now begun to wipe away his tears. He should be able to get an explanation from his daughter right then and there.
Because if he says anything he really does. All he would accept was 'hard rejection' from his mother.
According to Ainun, it is better to keep a meeting about the feelings that began to break this.
Ainun just looked down. Thinking something. He was just thinking how he answered his mother's question.
"Do you still love Asyfal Nak?" Ask Mom suddenly. He can't wait to say it.
Suddenly Ainun was shocked to hear his mother's words. Her mother's words were very cornered by her. He can't say anything anymore.
The word stock he had was up. Swallowed by her fragile heart. His tongue is cheek. He was suddenly mute.
Her mother who saw her Girl Child could not say anymore. He immediately came to the conclusion that Ainun still loved Ashfal.
Especially now that Asyfal returned to the Village with a masculine face and increasingly handsome. There's no way Ainun wasn't 'Tercepona' Eh erratized 'Acharmed'.
"Ainun, replied Mother son. Do you love Sean? " Mother's Sentak.
I don't know why he could ask about Sean.
Instantly Ainun's head shook. Soul, body, heart, lust, longing, body, body,
and all belong to Ainun. Kompak called for dislike about everything Sean had to do.
Don't forget Ainun accepted Sean's proposal on the basis of requests and approval from both Ainun's parents. Not Ainun's will.
"Oh my God, forgive me, son" said Mother. Instantly, he hugged Ainun who was still silently staring. Her tears flowed back.
Ainun was crying. Her mother had learned of Ainun's true feelings.
"No, Mom, I'm not wrong. It's all fate, ma'am. If it was Asyfal Ainun's soul mate. Someday Ainun and Asyfal will unite" Ainun explained with his hoarse voice in tears. The girl gently stroked her Mother's back.
"Yes, son, may what is best for you happen soon" Timpal Mother Ainun said as he hugged Ainun.
"Sorry Mom, Ainun is sleepy. Ainun want to sleep first yes Ma'am" said Ainun lirih. While releasing her mother's tight embrace.
"But Ainun, you'd have come out first. Later I will talk to you again" said Mother as she moved from Ainun's couch. He then stepped out of Ainun's room.
Ainun was forced to lie to his mother. He just wants to be alone. He had been very tired since Ashfal came home. More precisely since he met Ashfal the first time.
The girl just wanted to cry. Maybe by crying he could sleep.
May the girl feel true happiness.
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Ainun woke up shocked to see his blanket on fire.
Quickly the fire ignited burning all his clothes .
He panicked and hysterically felt the heat and pain as his entire body burned.
"Please.... Justjust please.. Please"
Ainun shouted hysterically. She cried. Her crying sounded heartbreaking. He ran to and fro hoping that someone would put out the fire in his body.
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"Please.... Pl-please.... Please"
Ainun's mother heard a prayer for help from Ainun's room. He heard Ainun screaming for help.
He immediately ran towards Ainun's room. Fortunately, his son's room wasn't locked.
She saw her daughter sleeping screaming for help.
It turns out that Ainun was dreaming.
"Ainun wakes up to wake up" Ainun's mother said as she shook Ainun's body. Hope Ainun awakens from his dream.
Ainun who realized because of the shock of his mother.
Then Ainun panicked.
"Mother" Ainun's first words raspy. He panicked because the dream was real to him.
The girl immediately hugged her mother. He was crying in his mother's arms.
"You dream what Ainun loves" Mother asked frantically.
Ainun just kept quiet. He was still panicking and afraid of the dream. Ainun was silent for a long time.
"No papa ma'am, Ainun is just a nightmare" Ainun said .The girl painstakingly answered her mother's question.
Slowly Ainun let go of her embrace. Immediately he set himself aside to continue his sleep.
Also with Ainun's mother .Because of panic, he just kept quiet.
Ainun's mother chose to accompany Ainun's sleep. He was worried about Ainun.
He was also afraid that Ainun would have nightmares again.