About Time.
chapter 8: the feeling of chaos
"already dong ning jihan, laughing mulu ." said fadil while glancing at jihan.
"the end of the face is very tangled, like the clothes that are entered by the washing machine" replied jihan lightly.
zafran smiled faintly, I guess fadil immediately joined in laughing.
"gold!I'm just laughing at it again!"yolan protest with a frown.
"his laughter makes the jehan nular" replied fadil still laughing.Yolan's face grew sullen he cut his face and saw the road.Her tears came out by themselves, he was disappointed with the fadil.
the laughter of fadil and jihan stopped when he heard the sobs of yolan.fadil directly stroked yolan's shoulders, calming him down.
"sorry dear,mas does not enter to hurt your heart .safin mas ya...yank"refer fadil who began to panic .
jihan felt guilty for making yolan cry.jihan did not expect the reaction of yoland.formerly when they were friends, familiar,yoland was a strong woman, she never shed her tears just because of any problem, but now with a joke like that yolan to cry as he pleased.
"already yes baby.don't cry anymore.later baby also sad.sorry I yes.."say soft fadil.
hah.. yelled zafran and jihan compact.
"you've only been married for 2 months, and now Yolan is pregnant?"ask zafran.
"iya gus. only 3 weeks" replied fadil while stroking yoland's stomach.
"uh..have you wanted aja lo.mna paktutannya?"zafran goda.
"alhamdulillah gus . how about if we eat a meal in a cafe, make a small thanksgiving small.I treat!"answer fadil.
"come on!"answer the fadil while peeking at his wife's forehead.
jihan directly facing out the window while fadil staring at his phone and cleared his throat.yolan closed his face because of embarrassment as well as fadil.they were not aware of the existence of jehan and zafran earlier.
"before I got married, thegue always felt lonely.not no cement, but because my master's people are busy with their respective work.gue guess after the wedding there is no peace, but because the master's people are busy with their respective work,the word lonely in my life.but in fact it is still the same ajh, see the same fadil yolan kaya so .hati I really so sore ya..I want it to be noticed like husband.tpi reality is not on my side for now.husami I'm cold for mercy.gue can just make him melt, but after I know he has a girlfriend mending not deh...
ah . I am sure life is spinning . Right now I am being tested with God to see the beauty of life.
I'm sure after this heavy rain falls there will be a rainbow after.
but why my heart hurts yes.. if you remember zafran already have a girlfriend.do not I like the same zafran again??..eh ngaco.
god is confused by this feeling!"inner jihan while looking at the highway that is not too rame.
the four of them were sitting on a bench in one of the cafes.yoland was busy chatting with fadil.zafran was busy with his phone while jihan, had been upset because of his sense of sadness.
"gue married one week with zafran.but he never thought I was his wife.so he did not like it.. he is the same I until to chat two only he is very ogah.he drifted in his own world.what better I ask for the same explanation him.if zafran did not accept me as his wife, as his wife,we should split.gue know that separation is a thing that God hates ,I also do not want to split with zafran because I want to marry once in my life.but if we together even cause pain between the two of us.what should we split?I want to actually find a partner to go to heaven.zafran also needs a real wife to accompany his life, the perpetuation of his descendants...
he wouldn't have accepted me if his heart was still for someone else..
how should god be?
marriage or an accident ?"her inner jihan feelings were very chaotic at this moment.
