2 Hearts 1 Love
25. ISTIKHAARAH

Time shows at half eleven o'clock in the evening.

Clara had already changed her clothes into her favorite nightgown.

GECK...GECK...

"assalamu'alaikum Clara.."

"Who the hell is malem-malem disturbing sleep people only." Clara's grouse was disturbed.

He had almost 2 hours to turn his body around. But his eyes were not willing to compromise.

Because every time he tried to close his eyes was always shadowed by the faces of Adam and Rafi.

GECK..GECK..GECK..

The sound of knocking on the door was heard again.

"Attent."

Shouted Clara then opened the door of her room and displayed the figure of Ayu who uses her sleeping robe.

"Assalamualaikum Clar, I want to get here?" Tanya Ayu who got a nod of spirit from Clara.

"Walaikumsalam, you can even if you can every day you nginep here."

Clara said excitedly and then pulled Ayu towards her king-size bed.

"How come you haven't slept at this hour? Must be disturbing the same sound of knocking on my door yah?" Tanya Ayu is not good, somehow she wants to continue to be close to her little friend.

"How come yu, I haven't slept since."

"Loh why? Pain again his head? Can I get you to the hospital now?" Read Ayu with her questions.

"That's why, I'm just confused."

Honestly Clara.

"Stupid? Confused why?"

"Bedung between Rafi and Adam."

Answer Clara timidly.

"I'm ashamed to tell the same story as me, what else makes you confused to make your choice?"

Clara took a deep breath and exhaled her rough.

"I'm confused if I choose Rafi, I feel something is wrong even though I am actually honest I still love Rafi but it is not denied also if I nyimpen the same feeling brother lo, just how ya, just how, I think Adam's brother is too Masya Allah for me who astagfirullah." Clara said at length and then lowered her head weakly.

Until the clap on his shoulder made Clara puff up.

" Don't be too self-deprecating Clara, the man was created with his own flaws and advantages. If you are confused rich in gini, you better pray istikharah. Ask for the best guidance from God." Ayu encouraged her friend.

Clara smiled haru, lucky he was met and approached with good people when the times were getting older.

Ayu said, Clara had to ask God for guidance.

Clara woke up slowly from her sleep did not want Ayu to wake up from her sleep, time shows at half-hour one night, Clara walked to the bathroom to take ablution water and perform prayers istikharah.

"Assalamualaikum...

Assalamualaikum...

Astarghfirullah..

Astarghfirullah..

Astarghfirullah..

O Allah, forgive the servant who always neglects the duty you give.

The heart of the servant is always in your way, O Allah.

Guide the servant to your paradise, help the servant to make the best choice for the future of the servant.

At this time the servant is guarding two hearts, but the servant must give one of the love of the servant to one of the hearts that the servant guards O Allah. Don't let the servant hurt one of their hearts by the servant's decision later.

Give the best to the servant, O Allah. Amen, amen yarobbal a'lamin."

Clara shed her tears at the end of her istikharah prayer sentence.

Ayu, who woke up from her sleep, cried when she heard the sincere prayer from Clara. He prayed to God to always take care of his friend.

"Astaghfirullah, aws sick.."

Ayu was startled by a groan from Clara.

"Astaghfirullah Clara why are you?"

Panicking Ayu then approached Clara who was kneeling her temple.

"Gatau yu, my head hurts a lot." Clara's moaning endured the pain not only in her head but also almost all over her body like being hit by something very hard.

"Oh my God, let's wake up Clara." Ayu said to hold Clara to her bed.

But just two steps walk, Clara's legs are squeezed and her body staggered.

"Astaghfirullah Clara, are you not strong?"

Fortunately, Ayu quickly caught her so that Clara did not fall to the floor.

"I don't know yu either, my legs are not powered at all. I really can't move my legs."

Lirih Clara began to sob.

"Tante, um please.." yelled Ayu asking for help.

Fortunately Isti and Bara just finished praying tahajjud.

"Astaghfirullah Clara you why baby."

Hysteris Isti while running towards Clara who was bopong by Ayu.

"We're taking her to the hospital." Bara directly carrying Clara ala bridal style.

"Just come with aunt."

"Let's go baby."