
I returned to the house of bang daehan and bang had to be my new foster brother, the brother who is currently looking after me and taking care of me. honestly I still want to stay with my biological brother but my heart still hurts with his words.I arrived at the front of the house, I, I went into her I saw bang daehan there sitting on the sofa playing his leptob. I approached the daehan bang who was sitting there.
"what's the branch again? " ask me while sitting next to her
"again make the office tasks adek. you've gone home? " tanya bang daehan stared at me for a moment I nodded
"are you the laper? " tanya bang daehan again
"hemm no brother wants to take a shower first already sultry about it" answered me up from the sofa
"it's beautiful to bring it again well" said bang daehan I nodded and walked towards the stairs
I went from there, I went to the room. hemm along the way to my room there were a lot of bodigat, until I was tired of greeting them all, when I mengedumel in my heart. as tight as this is guarded in this house or maybe because the house is luxurious so it must be guarded tightly hemm dizzy thought I did not take a headache anymore. I hold my door hook, my room, I pushed slowly open the door I went into the room. I threw my body on the bed. I daydreamed for a moment staring at the sky sky of my wall.I miss the same brother, brother, want to stay with my brother.but I can not this pain is still there really there. The pain in the slap by his sick brother still imprint although not trace but the pain I still feel. and without me noticing my tears dripping I cried again.I guessed my tears wiped her quickly, I, I changed my position to sit down to let my feet touch the floor and my body was still in a sitting position on the bed. I grabbed what HP was next to me. I looked at my picture and 3 of my brother, at that time everything was fun even very happy, I want the time back again I want to be together with my 3 brothers want to laugh together happily together joking together even passing the joy together. I want to feel that again. I want to go back to that time where my brothers and I were happy without any problems. brother I miss but on the other hand I also can not leave my adoptive brother just like that. Those who helped me at that time made me aware of the sin, then happy my feelings right now really fucked up so fucked up I can't think anymore how to get out I don't know. I'm really confused in making him very confused, very confused, I put my HP back on top of the closet next to my bed. I opened a small drawer there I took the little diary book I had placed there. I wrote a confession from my heart
my diary
elder brother......
even though my brother hurt me but I can't help but forgive you, I still don't want to part with you. I still love the figure of a brother who has given me a lot of happiness. then my heart is not good right now my mind is not calm how I can get through this, I miss the brother who used to be there for me miss the brother where the brother once hugged my small body kissed my forehead and stroked my hijab, I miss everything I want a brother here.
and pouring it out there, I sat back on the bed letting my feet touch the floor, and spilling over my body.I looked up at the sky the wall of my room, the moonlight of the night passed through the blemish near the window of my room, the light managed to make me remember everything made me miss the figure of my brother and kangen in my room that I used to miss with all that
because it was night too, my eyes were also very heavy and I ended up sleeping with my feet still touching the floor, not knowing who would change my sleeping position later.
#daehan pov#:)
now that my office work is done I intend to see my sister in what room she has been sleeping what not, I walk up the stairs one by one I have climbed the stairs, I got to the door of my sister's room, I knocked her three times but there was no reason I held her door and I pushed slowly, "it turns out to be sleeping" I murmured in my heart.I tried to change my sister's sleeping position, I lifted her up and I placed it perfectly not to forget to cover me and I kiss her forehead gently"good night sister dream well don't be sad anymore brother will always be there for sister" my words before I die her out.
I turned around leaving my sister asleep, letting her rest well and sleep well, I came out of her room and went straight downstairs I found my little brother there, haru well he's my younger brother.he was sitting on the sofa while leaning his head near the sofa sidetrack I approached my sister and asked her about it. I approached ya
"where's the deck?? why just came home?? " ask her, I sit next to her
"the sluggish bang work in the office is piling up a lot, there are more problems in the place of the bend so dizzy should think about it" complained bang haru
"it's already there rest at night, tomorrow if it's still dizzy don't have to go to the office so you're friends adek at home yah" pinta bang daehan. bang haru nodded his head
bang Haru immediately went to leave bang daehan alone in the family room.bang haru also directly walked to the stairs and went to his room. so also with bang daehan he went to his room and slept because the day was also night.