"LOVE IS NOT AS WHITE AS HEAVEN'S COTTON"
Episode 2

After that incident.

I went back to my parents' house.

A house that used to be like heaven to me, and I foolishly prefer hell to my family's paradise.

Both my parents cried bitterly to welcome me. They even came back to accept me without scolding me. I shouldn't have disowned my parents as well as them, but wishful thinking to say what, I've already created a small wound in their hearts by choosing that bastard man.

I told my mother the man's rottenness, but I did not dare to say that he had taken my chastity. I was afraid my mother had an impromptu heart attack, when I saw her beloved daughter had become a wild woman.

My name is ALISA INDAH SUNDARI.

I was only 20 years old.

At this young age, I had lost my virginity, and the one I should be grateful for in that incident, I was grateful that I was not pregnant.

In the past, I was a very stubborn child.

But from that moment on, I became quiet and obedient. I always agreed with every word of my parents, until my mother asked me why I could turn silent and become obedient so quickly.

My father was worried about my attitude. I who was too much silent throughout the activity made my parents really feel hit. I tried to arouse my passion, but still I failed in my efforts. Right now, silence seems to have become my daily food.

They think I'm still down because of my loss in life. Until my parents planned, they wanted to send me to my aunt who died abroad, so that I could live a new life and start a new journey story there. And again, I obey and agree with the plan of my mother and father.

Actually, I feel really sad about leaving my parents here, I just got back into their lives, and how could we go back apart now. But mother tried to give me strength, she promised to visit me there often, and she promised, after I managed to restore my passion, mother promised to take me home again.

Two days before my departure, both of my parents faithfully accompanied my day. They let go of all my longing after tomorrow I will be gone from their lives. My mother advised me to wear a hijab starting from the shab, where on the day of departure I went to where my aunt lived.

I tried to think and digest my mother's advice a little.

It seems like a good idea for my regrets now. I will start a new life there, I will also get to know new people there, and why don't I change my appearance from now on?

"It seems like a good idea mom! "

I answered her with a warm hug as my mother.

My mother smiled perfectly.

As he stroked the top of my head he looked his head up like he was happy about my change of attitude.

I hugged my mother tightly, showing how happy I was to be sent by God with such a good mother.

After deciding to migrate.

My mother helped me burn all my clothes that were not enough material. Today I just regret because I stupidly ever put this dress so profane in front of the public, how can I show my letter this sejalang to all men.

In addition, I also tried to explore my knowledge of Islam. I was learning how to worship God so that I could be close to the creator, so that I could be close to the creator, and I understood it while detailing a plan so as not to make mistakes that could make me fall into a pit of error.

I memorized every prayer that was led there, the prayer that I was going to give in my prayer, the prayer that I was going to give after the call of the chastisement, and only then did I know, if it turns out there are so many ways for us to get closer to God, including one of them is night prayer, it should have been from a long time ago I did that.

And tonight, for the first time I pray to worship my Lord. After 20 years God gave me breath, gave me health, and today I have just revealed my gratitude before him. For my sin, I am truly ashamed to ask forgiveness.

I was sobbing on my prayer mat.

Is there forgiveness for me that has so far sinned.. I had even lost my chastity before my marriage came, and I felt sorry why was God so late to wake me up?

I believe that there will be wisdom behind all this.

I need to be able to get up, and give myself an answer,

If I could get through it all patiently.

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Next day, the,

I went shopping with my mom and dad.

My mother carefully chose Muslim clothes for me, chose all kinds of veils for me to wear there, and I accepted them all as long as it was my choice.

There was so much bought for me by my parents.

I smiled happily because my hijrah had the support of both my parents, and hopefully, I succeeded with my intentions.

I'm happy with my life now, and for that, I should have to thank dimas for leaving me. I forgot my grudge for him, I hope, hopefully in the future I will no longer meet the cruel man himself.

Dimas Evans Chandra's,

Although he disavowed his promise, he taught me the true meaning of life. That life is only once, and we do not deserve to lament for each who will choose to go, because the important point of life is, we must be good at taking care of ourselves.

*****

Today, this day,

I'm going to fly out of the country.

And from this very day, I will perfectly close my aura that was once clearly displayed.

After hugging each other and crying with my parents let go of the longing, I finally had to leave. They can only take me to the airport because my father has a job that right now really cannot be left behind.

With a glare I waved my hand looking at my parents who were still standing across. And with a tight leg, I was forced to turn my body away leaving those who were still crying looking at me behind.

I couldn't turn my body around to look back at them, for I had sobbed loudly myself as I walked towards the plane.

I really hate this parting. I promise, after everything I have managed to miss later, I promise I will return home and leave with my parents in this country.

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Hello gais.

This is episode 2.

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